Pandora's Aquarium: Feeling so stupid right now - Pandora's Aquarium

Jump to content

Donna Mae DePola - Guest Speaker Chat ...May 25th 2013 ... for more information please read this!

Welcome to Pandora's Aquarium, a rape, sexual assault, and sexual abuse survivor message board and chat room.
If you've been a victim of any type of sexual violence, you belong here. What you see below represents just a fraction of the resources and survivor support available. Register now to join our community and take full advantage of what this online support group has to offer you as you heal and recover, or sign in to remove this message.

You are not alone, we can support you as you heal, and you've made an important step toward recovery by reaching out. If you are unable to register or have any questions, please contact the staff or view our home page.

Guest Message © 2013 DevFuse

Feeling so stupid right now

20 August 2012
Posted by expiredsanity 
My mother came to the house this afternoon. She and my sister had gone shopping to buy my sister a new bed. I hid in the hallway. I hid in the dark, in the hallway, shaking, trembling. Now I'm laying here on the floor. I'm wearing shorts and a t-shirt, but I feel too exposed, to unclean. I feel like I need to hide still. I need to go put on jeans and a sweater, I need to be completely covered. What if she comes back for me? I'm home alone now, laying on my floor, hiding under pillows. The weight helps me feel more secure. I feel so stupid for this. Fuck.

 
Back to expiredsanity's Blog →

2 Comments On This Entry

Your certainly not been stupid. Your just taking the best care of you right now and making yourself feel safe.

(((((((((expiredsanity))))))))) safe hugs if that's ok.

And I'll sit here with you if you like


Ava
Ava77, 21 August 2012 - 02:25 PM
Sitting with you. Happy to just *be* with you, in your safe place, if you want. I'll hide with you. We won't have to talk, we can just be. I promise to leave when you want, stay when you want, whatever you want.

Take care of your wonderful self!

:metoyou:
Sarah, 21 August 2012 - 02:31 PM
Page 1 of 1

← May 2013 →

S M T W T F S
   1234
567891011
12131415161718
1920 21 22232425
262728293031 

Recent Entries

My Blog Links

Mark Blog as read
Archive

Recent Comments

Categories


Pandora's Aquarium, Inc. is not intended to be a substitute for professional assistance. All members and visitors are encouraged to establish a relationship with a trained counselor, therapist, or psychiatrist. Pandora's Aquarium, Inc. offers rape and sexual abuse survivor-to-survivor support only. Despite any qualifications staff or members possess, they are not engaged in a professional relationship with any other member. Survivors in crisis are urged to seek local help by contacting 911 or their local rape crisis center. Use of this website constitutes acceptance of the Terms of Service located here.