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PTSD....

Posted by missophelia , 03 October 2013 · 114 views

a shell of who I was

fear, nightmares, and flashbacks rule.

the memories, they come...

the bad floods in.

all that was good...is lost.

a noise, a thought, people,

things that trigger,

I come apart at the seams.

high anxiety, always on guard,

rivaled only by depression that disables.

rage, where there should be none.

anger, just below the surface,

consuming me, like a fire of emotion.

guilt and shame turned inward

become me.

I slowly try to self destruct

rather than face the demons

of that trauma.



this is me :(
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missophelia
Oct 03 2013 06:05 PM
zinhle

I am sorry.

safe :hug:/> :hug:/> if ok.
i totally understand this.
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missophelia
Oct 04 2013 11:53 AM
Zelda

I'm sorry you do.

safe :hug: :hug: if ok.

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