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The color Country Blue. The couch I stared at to hypnotise myself and dissociate was that color.
Loud noises
a man's loud tone in his voice (even though I can't stand a quiet man) - so weird.
Having my back open and available to be walked up behind.
crowds
the smell of black licorice.
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Anybody else have weird triggers? Want to list them? (yes, *trigger warn*)
#677
Posted 14 February 2012 - 09:05 PM
Cabbage patch dolls....
a certain foam mattress
Ants (yes the little bug)
The song Informer by snow
and there are a few places in town that cause triggers for me
a certain foam mattress
Ants (yes the little bug)
The song Informer by snow
and there are a few places in town that cause triggers for me
#679
Posted 09 March 2012 - 10:47 AM
Hi there. my triggers include: being forced on to a bed, really bad since my current boyfriend thinks its fun, seeing my old house, being grabbed on the back of my neck, sleeping in the same bed as my boyfriend, anyone called matt, colin or rodney. Alcohol triggers me really bad, whether im drinking or other people are, especially if they offer to make me one.
#680
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Posted 09 March 2012 - 02:04 PM
Massive hoop earrings
#681
Posted 10 March 2012 - 04:32 PM
Hm, I seem to have bunches of rather odd ones. Specifically:
Joss sticks
Jumper cables
Pink Floyd
Sharing drinks
Beetles (the car)
I know there's more but I can't seem to think of them right now.
Joss sticks
Jumper cables
Pink Floyd
Sharing drinks
Beetles (the car)
I know there's more but I can't seem to think of them right now.
#682
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Posted 15 March 2012 - 10:51 AM
A bed sheet that is half on and half off
Purple ceilings
Patterned glass
Purple ceilings
Patterned glass
#683
Posted 17 March 2012 - 01:35 AM
My old job, certain songs too painful to name, blue moon, seat belts, and I haven't found all mine yet
#684
Posted 17 March 2012 - 05:10 AM
haircuts, sticky-tape, aftershave smell, orange soda, smell alcohol.
And coldness.
And coldness.
#685
Posted 14 April 2012 - 12:02 PM
Being naked
Not wearing a bra
Money
His handwriting
Men in positions of trust (ie: teachers, therapists, family)
Not wearing a bra
Money
His handwriting
Men in positions of trust (ie: teachers, therapists, family)
#686
Posted 14 April 2012 - 02:17 PM
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This post has been edited by effy: 11 May 2013 - 05:35 PM
#687
Posted 14 May 2012 - 12:37 AM
Last week... in a dentist's chair, resulting in a full blown panic attack and thinking that I was crazy.
#688
Posted 14 May 2012 - 01:42 AM
Whenever I hear about bishop Vangheluwe (I really think I can name him because what he did is public), who commited CSA and gave an interview last year that re-traumatized me.
Fire stairs and stair workers, the underground, police series, police in general, gyneacologists (which is not that weird), people who yell or raise their voices, sometimes music, train stations (especially in the capital city), sometimes men in trust positions, sometimes being alone at home (especially when it's dark or raining outside), people who keep saying they love me and expect me to do so, low ceilings, doing self defence exercises, being called 'slut' or other names on the street,...
EDIT: I was brought aware about the fact that Vangheluwe is not well-known (in an international context). He did admit having abused kids. This is the wikipedia page on him:
http://en.wikipedia....oger_Vangheluwe
Please take care when reading it; it can trigger. You can also find bbc articles about him; just google 'vangheluwe bbc' or something.
Fire stairs and stair workers, the underground, police series, police in general, gyneacologists (which is not that weird), people who yell or raise their voices, sometimes music, train stations (especially in the capital city), sometimes men in trust positions, sometimes being alone at home (especially when it's dark or raining outside), people who keep saying they love me and expect me to do so, low ceilings, doing self defence exercises, being called 'slut' or other names on the street,...
EDIT: I was brought aware about the fact that Vangheluwe is not well-known (in an international context). He did admit having abused kids. This is the wikipedia page on him:
http://en.wikipedia....oger_Vangheluwe
Please take care when reading it; it can trigger. You can also find bbc articles about him; just google 'vangheluwe bbc' or something.
This post has been edited by Cherline: 16 May 2012 - 02:51 PM
#689
Posted 26 May 2012 - 11:35 PM
Wierdest trigger ever: tomatoes! It's terrible since I want to live in Belize when I graduate, but at least I'm starting to get better with it.
Other weird ones: lying on wood floors, orange ceiling lights, big hands, "Ain't that America" song, unfortunately Nora Jones, and people with moles in their eyes.
Other weird ones: lying on wood floors, orange ceiling lights, big hands, "Ain't that America" song, unfortunately Nora Jones, and people with moles in their eyes.
#690
Posted 26 May 2012 - 11:35 PM
Wierdest trigger ever: tomatoes! It's terrible since I want to live in Belize when I graduate, but at least I'm starting to get better with it.
Other weird ones: lying on wood floors, orange ceiling lights, big hands, "Ain't that America" song, unfortunately Nora Jones, and people with moles in their eyes.
Other weird ones: lying on wood floors, orange ceiling lights, big hands, "Ain't that America" song, unfortunately Nora Jones, and people with moles in their eyes.
