Hair and coffee
school. people I hate to see
work that I don't feel like doing.
coming home to sit in my room.
all my friends work and I don't.
I feel like a sob story to them, so I try to not talk to them.
I feel like a fuck up everyday.
I go to bed, I wake up and do the same thing.
I feel like my fake smile is so convincing that a real one would knock me out.
I feel as if no guy wants me.
I feel as if no one wants me.
I am judged by the clothes I wear.
my makeup. my smile.
my weight. my face,
my laugh my sprit.
am I alone in this feeling of being an intruder to the world?