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Posted by vakry , 30 November 2013 · 197 views

Today I locked myself in a freezer for a while. They say cold helps certain things. I thought about actually using direct ice, but.... I kinda of had an audience and putting ice on myself without you know.. a good reason I want them to know about.... probably wouldn't be good.
I panicked twice today for no reason. Once I nearly vomited. That wouldn't have been good.
Why am I worried about F? She's using me. She doesn't see it that way, but she definitely is emotionally blackmailing me.
I am being more open about being genderqueer. I think I like that word.
My heart hurts so much.
I have no idea what to write here.

You've written a lot!  You've said so much.  I understand the panic for no reason, and it's something to celebrate that you got over your nausea.  I get headaches too.  You are not alone in what you are feeling and experiencing.  Thank you so much for sharing, and I'm sending you comfort....



Thank you NDL. It means a lot you shared that with me. I'm sorry you're understand what I'm going through, but I do take comfort to know I'm not alone... if that makes sense...

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