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It's all I can do to keep from screaming. Or crying. I have to keep my mouth shut. I can't tell. My T wants me to talk about IT-the abuse by my brother, the denial from my family. It was all my fault and I know it and that's why Im so screwed up and my mind won't shut off. I am a horrible person. I could have done something-but he was bigger than me even if he is younger. I was scared and now I am paying and I don't wanna pay anymore. Life should be fun to a point. My life isn't fun anymore and I figure whats the point? I try and try and it gets me nowhere. I am so tired and can't hold my head up any more. It's too hard, my shame is too great and I don't know what to do any more. please please help me.
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Please don't give in. please keep fighting on. Its so hard. I know. I understand how hard it is. I didn't experience the abuse you did but I understand the damage. Please keep fighting.
I know that its so hard but I am praying for you. You are so brave to come here and talk about the abuse. Please I encourage you to tell. Talk about it.
My heart is with you.
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Alison