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I'm suffocating. I am drowning slowly (triggering)

Posted by IAtethecookie , 03 April 2012 · 128 views

The nightmares won't stop now.

I've had a hellish month. I had to start taking care of my grandmother 24/7. All while taking statistics and trying to be there for my mom. I was running on little sleep, even less food, and no "me" time. Yes, I made jewelry, but that was so I could start up a business so I could take care of myself when I moved.

But then I lost my desire to create, to write, to even wake up in the morning. My mom thought I was being overdramatic.

I feel so helpless. I want a blanket, a cookie, something.

Will a hug help any? :hug:
Apr 05 2012 07:18 PM
I am here for you!! My parents have always acted like that when I really needed them too. They aways yelledat me for crying. I am here for you and it is more than okay to cry! Crying is wonderful! No one should supress your feelings.

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