Pandora's Aquarium: Anniversaries - Pandora's Aquarium

Well we "celebrated" our 15th anniversary yesterday. I came home from work about 5:30 and he arrived shortly thereafter. He had forgotten our anniversary. Somehow we get into an argument about money UGH, and I just left and went back to work. I stayed at work until 1:30am, long after the night janitors left. I had no interest in coming home, but the kids were there. So I returned long after he was asleep. My kids were still awake, waiting for me. I went to work today and came home. We have not even said two words to each other tonight. I came home at 8:30pm and everyone is staring at me wondering what I am gonna cook. Everyone (read "he") knows Wednesday is my late night at work and the gym, but dinner is still up to me right? I guess he couldn't cook it. I am just frustrated and venting, but isn't that what my blog is for? It all goes back to silence doesn't it. I am so used to being silent, being silenced. So I just function that way. I soooo used to not be that way. I used to be very outspoken and used to stand up for myself. Gotta get back to me. Gotta find my voice again.