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You idiot
You stupid fucking little idiot
One day, thats all it took. 24 hours of triggers and you end in the pit again. Why? Why did I do it? How could I be so stupid. Im suppose to be going forward. It was going so well. What an idiot. Why have I done it? I could of fought, I didnt even try. Why bother doing all this work just to fail and let myself down. I am so so angry at myself.
Im scared. Im really really scared. Im sorry. Sorry is just a word. My actions mean nothing. I cant maintain them. I am worthless.
You stupid fucking little idiot
One day, thats all it took. 24 hours of triggers and you end in the pit again. Why? Why did I do it? How could I be so stupid. Im suppose to be going forward. It was going so well. What an idiot. Why have I done it? I could of fought, I didnt even try. Why bother doing all this work just to fail and let myself down. I am so so angry at myself.
Im scared. Im really really scared. Im sorry. Sorry is just a word. My actions mean nothing. I cant maintain them. I am worthless.
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I know this feeling all to well. your going through your day nothing bad happpening than in one little moment you find yourself screwing everything up BAM just like that all youve worked for gone
painfullylost,
23 November 2009 - 04:14 PM
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