Now my parents know :/
I know, it was my own fault. But seriously? I had the best night last night. Yeah, he should have scared me and yes, I had to lie to be with him, but when he talked I completely understood where he was coming from, and I felt relaxed. There were no drugs or alcohol involved and I still enjoying being around him....I just dont understand why I'm always being punished. Yes, I understand my friend did an incredibly hard thing by calling my parents, and I know she's a true friend. But my parents punishing me and taking everything I need to survive (phone and music) after having confessed to them?! Not fair.
But yeah, now I'm all alone without friends, bf, job...yup...and now my self-esteem is worse-getting yelled at and being called selfish for doing what i did last night reaaaally made me feel good :/
I guess that's it...I'm just bored haha nothing to do anymore. Yeah....*sigh* whatever.