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I have been feeling like "lightheaded" since last Thursday. I am now thinking that it is just stress and worrying so much from everything. Life. Past and Present and Future. I have contacted a therapist, but unfortunately he lives in a different state; but was referred to him by an association for sexual abuse survivors.
I will be honest, I cannot EVER bear to tell my mother flat out. I have, once again, said "he took advantage of me for 6 years," etc. and my mother acted like I was either exaggerating or lying. So, I am trying not to rely so much on family to trust me. I feel so guilty. I even googled a few celebrities too and came across a few who were also raped, molested or sexually abused by their relative(s)
I just feel like my fear too is because of my father whom my abuser lives with. Both, have abused me for years and made my life HELL. I want to hate them but know that does me no justice.
I will be honest, I cannot EVER bear to tell my mother flat out. I have, once again, said "he took advantage of me for 6 years," etc. and my mother acted like I was either exaggerating or lying. So, I am trying not to rely so much on family to trust me. I feel so guilty. I even googled a few celebrities too and came across a few who were also raped, molested or sexually abused by their relative(s)
I just feel like my fear too is because of my father whom my abuser lives with. Both, have abused me for years and made my life HELL. I want to hate them but know that does me no justice.
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