Smiling helps but it can hurt too. Because everyone thinks that I am fine when I'm not. But at the same time I don't have to explain anything.
I try every day to remember the good things in my life, to not take them for granted. If I look back to all the things that were good in my life before anything happen, I'd notice that I was not gratefully because now its so much harder to notice them.
Another has gone by but I don't want it to be just another day, I want it to be the day I was granted to have.