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Posted by bellaroo , 06 January 2013 · 124 views

:cry: :( :bawling:

my friend of 15 years committed suicide, I am so lost at what to do. My sister heard about it and text me to see if I was okay, im sure she thought that I was dead because i was napping and she said "please respond to me, so i know your okay" I do feel like doing it, but i guess that wouldnt make too many people happy. Im so tired of feeling like shit all the time, I just want to have good days where I can be happy. I havent felt happy in a very long time. It seems like all I get is shit days...Its been two months since his mom passed away, and now him!!! Im so overwhelmed with all this pain, then to add my normal everyday shit....what to i do? :confused: Yes i know counseling will help....blah blah blah...thats a given! Im just soooo lost at what to say, what to do, and even what to think.

I am so sorry for your loss. :tear: It is OK to be confused, OK to grieve. You have suffered a loss and it is OK to feel emotions, whatever they are. You would definitely make a lot of people very unhappy if you followed suit. It takes strength to get through this, but you have what it takes. Many hugs to you if that's alright. :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
Jan 07 2013 09:37 AM
I'm so very sorry to read about your friend :hug: it's so hard to lose people that we love and it makes everything else seem overwhelming but please hang in. you can get through this and things can get better. sending you lots of good thoughts and safe hugs

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