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Avoiding things

Posted by MissHannah , 09 December 2012 · 106 views

I avoid my mind being uninterupted. I need distractions and my attention to be held.

I avoid calls from the only friend i have i left. I can't pretend to be interested in her pointless complaints. I wish she'd really care. And listen.

I avoid reaching out to anyone. I worry people will see me as desperate or needy.

I avoid admitting these things. They make me feel selfish. I feel self centered talking about what i want. What i want never mattered before.

I avoid admitting theses things. Do people think im pathetic? Thats all i can wonder.



I don't think your pathetic. I think your just like me.
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acceptingme
Dec 09 2012 10:44 PM
i dontthink you're pathetic, mh. i understand so muchof what youhave written. with you! *hug* if ok

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