Numb sad lonely
Feeling of being lonley. At some point I started to move through the day with no thought of anything. Stuff is getting done. I am at work, going to school, supporting my daughter, and family. But I feel like am wathcing myself go through.
I am ready to talk, I watnt to verbalize what is really in my head and hurt. Be uncensored. I have never really stated my whole truths, only written them. This weekend I am going to go back to some past writings when I was journalizing things.
Laughing and joking with people everyday, if they really noticed they would see I am actually dying on the inside. I want to speak, tired of living for others.