over the past few months I've become increasingly more involved here on pandy's. It's amazing to be part of such a supportive community of such amazing people. I would really like to connect with more survivors - I miss having friends, but I don't think I could ever reconnect with emotional intimacy/honesty with my non-survivor friends. So, I thought I would start a blog on here. Maybe it will work, maybe it won't
I spent today with my mom. I told her about my fibromyalgia and she was actually really supportive. We went to the dentist for my hygiene appointment, and went out for lunch and went to value village, where she bought me two blouses and a super cute coat. Maybe I'm a shallow girlie girl but new clothes make me happy. She made me a hot water bottle tonight too ^.^
The school and banking situations are a mess. Everything is a mess. I just want to avoid it even more.
I have been listening to abbey road by the beatles ALOT over the past few days. I got a siamese fighting fish and some house plants a few days ago. They make my room feel so... I don't know... peaceful
I am beginning to feel like a beautiful person.