So bored and lonely
But last night he fondled my fucking ass when I got into bed. It grossed me out so much. I told him not to do that and then he just dismissed my feelings and tried to act like it was "no big deal". I got annoyed and just laid back down and then he smacked my fucking ass!!!
I was so angry and grossed out so i just went to sleep on my couch.
Then he called me this morning to say he was sorry and asked if we were cool. I said yeah, just cuz I didn't want to get hung up on it, but it made me sad that he did that and was dismissive of my feelings and tried to make me think it was okay and that it wasn't what it was.
Now i feel pretty alone cuz i don't feel like I can trust him to share a sleeping space next to me anymore and generally just feel a bit violated by my only close friend.
Oh well....what's fucking new?