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Posted by Simpletruth , in Personal 13 December 2012 · 67 views

I'm not allowed to feel this way.
It wasn't that bad.
So stop feeling sorry for yourself.
I sit on this forum full of hurt people
And stare at my own hands in disgust.
I'm not ruined enough to fit in here.
I'm not broken enough.
In my own head I'm shattered.
But the comparisons don't add up.
Please,
Someone help me,
While I slowly lose my mind,
It's not adding up,
And I'm wasting so much time.
Intense waves of pain,
I can't do this.
Sigh.



pain is pain. i understand comparing and minimizing, i do it all the time. but, you deserve time and space to heal. pain is horrible, no matter what, who, or how much. please give yourself space and time to heal. you belong here...it was significant. please keep sharing, if it helps you.
You are allowed, i understand minimizing too.
You deserve support as much as anyone else.

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Simpletruth
Dec 15 2012 05:58 PM
It's just so hard to come to terms with the fact that I was abused. I just don't know how to swallow that information.
Thank you for your replies. I appreciate them.

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