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I avoid my mind being uninterupted. I need distractions and my attention to be held.
I avoid calls from the only friend i have i left. I can't pretend to be interested in her pointless complaints. I wish she'd really care. And listen.
I avoid reaching out to anyone. I worry people will see me as desperate or needy.
I avoid admitting these things. They make me feel selfish. I feel self centered talking about what i want. What i want never mattered before.
I avoid admitting theses things. Do people think im pathetic? Thats all i can wonder.
I avoid calls from the only friend i have i left. I can't pretend to be interested in her pointless complaints. I wish she'd really care. And listen.
I avoid reaching out to anyone. I worry people will see me as desperate or needy.
I avoid admitting these things. They make me feel selfish. I feel self centered talking about what i want. What i want never mattered before.
I avoid admitting theses things. Do people think im pathetic? Thats all i can wonder.
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I don't think your pathetic. I think your just like me.
sherodon,
09 December 2012 - 05:51 PM
i dontthink you're pathetic, mh. i understand so muchof what youhave written. with you! *hug* if ok
acceptingme,
09 December 2012 - 10:44 PM
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