No one offered to go with me nor have any of them asked how my appointments went or what the doctors said. Like am I still anemic, has any pehysical health issues changed any, have I developed any new problems, any medication changes, any more tests needed, when do I see them again, or are they going to send me to another Universe. Nothing nada zip!! No mention of any it. Just as if my health issues do not exist and neither do I. :bawling:/> :angry:/>
I have no one now who cares about me and my wellbeing. My family are only doing their duty cuz that is what good families do. It is a far cry from all the people who were in my life prior to my falling apart and becoming disabled physically, mentally and emotionally. Everyone has faded away.
Even that friend I haven't seen for 8 years who sought me out awhile back. Guess I scared her off good after she saw me since she hasn't called since when she said she would. Well I wasn't holding my breath. It would have been nice to have a friend again in real life.
I understand the concept of desensitization and logically I can understand the fading away, indifference and the lack concern and empathy but emotionally it breaks my heart cuz I know if the tables were turned I would not behave as they are right now ever. It is not who I am.
I am so weary of feeling so alone and being emotionally bewildered.
I have my cats and the wonderful people here.
Blessings to all