I told my mom I plan to leave her.
I am so so tired of having to live with this family. I just really need to get away from them. I'm just so sick of the way I'm treated. I'm sick of having to deal with the way they treat each other. I spent last night crying myself to sleep because of them. I've spent too many nights doing that. I don't even want to talk about what it is that's happened now. I just don't see the point it all the same. It's always the same.
It's weekends like this that really make me regret not living on campus. I chose to live at home because I only live a half an hour away from the school and knew it would save me about $10 thousand dollars or so a year to just live at home. I really regret that now. Not only because I feel like an outsider there sometimes and I think living there would help me fit in and make friends more but also because I really need to get away from my family. I hope I can.