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02 April 2012

Posted by Dollygirl

I don't even feel like a teenager anymore. I feel old, I feel like I have skipped a few years. Everyone says I act other than my age, that I act wiser or more sensible. I didn't chose it :'( I want to feel young and carefree. I can't even remember what it felt like to not feel hurt :(/> I genuinely can't remember the careless feeling. I feel like I've been forced to grow up. To act as an adult and deal. Deal with things I don't want to have to deal with. And nobody around me understands, not my parents, my family or my friends. No one gets it. Can't cope with the pain anymore :(/>

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i feel the same, and even on my darkest days i take comfort in knowing i'm not alone, i hope being here makes you realise this. you are so very strong and not alone. :hug: