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I want you to know that what you did to me was unacceptable. You spent. Long time grooming me by pretending to be my friend, my brother, even my lover. You acted as if I could trust you and that you would never hurt me. Nothing could have been farther from the truth. You isolated me from my family telling me that they could never know. You gave me drugs to muddy my vision so I would continue to fall. You took so much that was precious to me that you could never return all for your perverted, selfish, unapologetic entertainment. I kept my mouth shut because I was afraid, alone and confused. You are poison to my soul but somehow I survived.
It took me almost 15 years to realize not only was what you did wrong but even illegal. You are a pedophile. You are a rapist. You are a molester. I loath the mention of your name. Your sexual appetite makes me want to vomit. You are a sick, disturbed perpetrator with serial destructive behavior.
A few years ago I heard you almost died. I hoped you would. But then I realized that that would still not take away the damage you did to me. You broke my heart, my spirit, and my soul. I am still struggling to recover from all the poison you injected. Therefore, I hope you live a long and unhappy life knowing for the rest of your days what disgusting, vile human being you have been. I hope you never consider seeing me in a positive light again as this letter is kind in comparison to what I would say to you in person.
I strongly suggest you stop spending so much time accepting that you are a narcissist with a smile and immediately seek psychotherapeutic help. As far as I am concerned you should rot in jail though it is unlikely I would be so lucky as to see you go there.
If I ever find out you did this to someone else, I will be sure to contact the authorities. Stay away from me, my family (including my mother, father, and sister). You especially owe my sister an apology for the vile and abusive husband you were to her. I hope in your next life you are viciously raped but not left for dead. Then maybe you will know how I feel about you.
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