Please stop (t)
Just a little drop more, just one half of a smoke, maybe even one last pill. Everything will be ok, there's no need to change, just throw everything away. Just echo your mother, be like your father. A step too far off the edge and you could be like your brother. What good would that be?
Strive ahead. Accept and move on. You don't need this. You just need a hold on your nerves. Try that little harder. Reach your goals. Make dreams your reality. Say goodbye to those night terrors. Put the glass down. Go to sleep. You only came to do your job, you sang and that should of been the end. Who do you even know here now? Without the fake masquerade, what do you really feel?
Are you frightened, sad, alone and stuck? Your in a room full of people and that's your biggest nightmare. Things need cleaning, there's organising to be done, there's germs all over that glass and now they're on your hands. Festering and accumulating. You don't even care. Open your eyes and stub that out. Everything will still be there in the morning. You will make it worse.
Please put down that glass and look around. Is this what you really want? Take a deep breath and close your eyes. Think about it hard. Open your eyes and just walk on. Don't make this a new chapter to your life.