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Ugh..

25 October 2011

Posted by IAtethecookie

I wonder how long it will take me to realize that I am inside my body and no one else has a right here but ME.

My fibro flared up, and it took me so long to realize it that my brain is in fibro fog. i feel so stupid. I'm scared of being around men, I feed their look..their touch.

Even my own boyfriend's. I don't want to be touched right now. Everything hurts. I just want to sleep forever.

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I understand what it's like not to want to be touched by anyone... once, when i was being intimate with someone, i started having a flashback, and i just turned my head to the side and stopped talking and making eye contact,... we talked about it later, and he knows what happened to me, and he said he knew something was going on with me, and i asked him why he didn't stop, and he said he didn't know if he was imagining things... IDK... I guess I'm just trying to say that I understand what it's like to go through times where you just don't want anyone to touch you or anything because it just reminds you of what happened before... [[[hugs if ok]]] it will be ok...

HowAmIStillBeautiful, 27 October 2011 - 09:12 PM