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never again will i trust
never again will i put my words to pen
never again will i believe
that there will ever be a safe haven
lol ya right let it out no need to hide no need to be afraid
ya right did the same thing everyone else has done to her
and then stated it was done my my own hands
just a sick sick person you are and defending someone just as sick
how many more will they harm how many more will they destroy
in the name of her pain
never again will i put my words to pen
never again will i believe
that there will ever be a safe haven
lol ya right let it out no need to hide no need to be afraid
ya right did the same thing everyone else has done to her
and then stated it was done my my own hands
just a sick sick person you are and defending someone just as sick
how many more will they harm how many more will they destroy
in the name of her pain
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The pain of betrayal spills from your words.
If I understand, your words were given in what you thought was the precious trust that can be so hard to find.
And then those words were used to hurt you. And now the pain of trust betrayed is added to what was before.
There's nothing I, or anyone, can say to soften such a blow.
But you're right. It's them, not you. Those who truly love would not do that to you, not in anger, not ever.
Whatever it was that happened, I am sad you feel this pain.
I'm sorry you're so sad even now. And I know you give a lot of caring to others.
where i won't have to hide or run away
where i won't have to be quiet and still
where the powers to be won't make me ill
a place of peace of warmth of understanding and care
please god please take me there
aFriend2, on 21 February 2013 - 12:47 AM, said:
thank you hun
i am tired of the war
i used to be a fighter
no not now not anymore
i resign i give in
forgive me for all my sins
i want nothing more now
then to be free
of all the demons inside of me
i don't want to feel or see
i want to gently drift off in a dream
where fairies and unicorns and elves play
imagination
like i used to do in my younger days
how i would just drift away
i want nothing now of reality
just a place of serenity and peace