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not feeling safe

Posted by indigo_rainbow , 20 August 2011 · 97 views


I am shaky and my stomach is sick. I feel as if one of my abusers is right in my face and I smell him there. Then I feel another one push me against the green couch and I want to throw up. I managed to take a shower today but that was not enough to make me feel "here" and awake.

I feel ~not here~ so much. I hate hate hate this. I feel so detached from everything and I feel like hurting myself and making myself throw up so that this pain will go away. :cry: :cry: :cry:



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indigo_rainbow
Aug 23 2011 08:17 AM
I feel a little better today but I am still "not here."

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