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But still...he takes me to the movies, takes me to a restaurant, pays for my tickets (although I bribed him into letting me pay for the food). He doesn't kiss me, because I don't show that I feel something for him. I hold his hand during the movie, and he doesn't take his hand away. I want to kiss him so bad. I FEEL LIKE A KID, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?
And why do I hate myself for loving him?