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Posted by missophelia , 23 March 2013 · 68 views

I feel like I've lost myself. Lost myself in my depression. And my anger and anxiety. And I'm not sure how to come back from that.

Everything just feels so dark. Everything looks so dark to me.

I am really trying to fight it, the urge to just give up is so strong.

My urges to SI are so strong, too. And I'd like to be able to say that I've fought them and resisted. But I haven't. Which just adds a whole other layer to how I am feeling.



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Untangling-It-All
Mar 23 2013 03:59 PM
I am sorry for what you are going through :hug: :hug:
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missophelia
Mar 23 2013 04:16 PM
thanks, Untangling

:hug: :hug:
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missophelia
Mar 23 2013 07:10 PM
thanks, journey29

:metoyou:
Hold on hon. Things will get better. You are loved! :hug:/> :hug:/> :hug:/>
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missophelia
Mar 23 2013 08:04 PM
thanks, Susan

:hug: :hug: :hug:
Hang in there missophelia :metoyou: :hug: :hug:
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missophelia
Mar 25 2013 05:06 AM
thanks, Nevetuli

:hug:
Thank you, you are such a wonderful person.

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