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Posted by Simpletruth , in Poetry 29 October 2013 · 111 views


How do you stare the scene of a robbery in it's face?
Because I'm looking in the mirror and I can't seem to find a place,
My eyes lingering,
Drifting,
Not able to land,
I'm not screaming,
Just standing.
You're a walking mine field,
A walking crime scene,
And I'm asking,
How do you let being broken go?
When you can't love someone because you're scared?
And how do you let being broken go?
When you keep hearing "he broke me",
over and over in your head.
Because that's what they did.
They broke you,
They stole it,
And they killed that part of you,
And until now your fists weren't clenched,
And you didn't care.
You were too busy trying to run away from the fear.
Too busy.
Too scared.
I'm tired.
Of looking into the yes of love and feeling my heart speed up,
Not thrills,
But fear.
Naked,
Too vulnerable.
Running away.
I can't bask in the pleasure,
Too scared of desire.
Running variables for supermarket trips,
Lying mentally to myself.
But ensuring that the truth gets spoken to everyone else,
Concerned.
Always.
Well this time,
I'm tired.
So search me for the clues,
But I've already solved the crime,
I'm nothing but the site of the robbery,
And the valuables were destroyed.
So there's nothing to search for,
There's nothing left anymore.



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shelliebelle
Oct 30 2013 07:21 AM

*sitting with you*

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Simpletruth
Oct 30 2013 03:48 PM
Thanks so much shelliebelle.

Sitting with you. Im sorry you feel so much pain but I do have to say I love your blog, poetry and the fact that you post so often. It sends out an openness about you that is inviting and in a place like Pandys thats a very positive attribute. 

 

Here for you 

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Simpletruth
Nov 04 2013 07:52 PM

Sitting with you. Im sorry you feel so much pain but I do have to say I love your blog, poetry and the fact that you post so often. It sends out an openness about you that is inviting and in a place like Pandys thats a very positive attribute. 
 
Here for you

Wow! That compliment made my day. I am so overwhelmed with thanks. Thank you so much Goldlion. Thank you. :)

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