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So, been having a bit of that "nervous" and stress feeling. This past week was BAD with the worrying, stress and anxiety. Made me mad and upset that I got like this. But, I did call the local church and a therapist, whom was recommended by another survivor website, but was unable to reach either of them. They both, however, called back but at the moments when I was working on assignments for school -____-
I do hope that I end up calling them, at least the church, because I am realizing more and more each day that it is OKAY to want to vent. Get things off of chest. Although my mother is still "unaware" that I was sexually abused by my brother, I need to start forgiving myself. I never really give myself credit or the time to just rest.
I have finals next week and want to do well. I ended missing all of last week, except Monday, but have never really missed classes. I am just mentally tired and want to be able to wake up and not have my days so planned out.
I hope I do not offend anyone by saying this, but I just really do not want to be put on prescription for my stress and anxiety. Once again, I hope this is not offensive but just hoping that I at least start to vent to someone. Especially a third party person.
I do hope that I end up calling them, at least the church, because I am realizing more and more each day that it is OKAY to want to vent. Get things off of chest. Although my mother is still "unaware" that I was sexually abused by my brother, I need to start forgiving myself. I never really give myself credit or the time to just rest.
I have finals next week and want to do well. I ended missing all of last week, except Monday, but have never really missed classes. I am just mentally tired and want to be able to wake up and not have my days so planned out.
I hope I do not offend anyone by saying this, but I just really do not want to be put on prescription for my stress and anxiety. Once again, I hope this is not offensive but just hoping that I at least start to vent to someone. Especially a third party person.
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I just want you to know I understand where you are coming from and much of what you shared I can relate to. Thank you for that.
acceptingme,
11 December 2012 - 09:42 PM
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