I feel like something is wrong. I don't feel right.
And I mean, emotionally. Mentally.
I'm not right.
And it isn't just the depression. It's just that I feel different. Different than I have at any other time in my life. Different than the last time I was depressed.
And it's not a different in a good sense.
I just really want this all to end, one way or another, good or bad.
I don't want to feel like this anymore.