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don't understand...

Posted by missophelia , 10 December 2013 · 267 views

I don't understand.  Not one single thing about the way I feel.
 
I feel like something is wrong.  I don't feel right. 
 
And I mean, emotionally.  Mentally.
 
I'm not right.
 
And it isn't just the depression.  It's just that I feel different.  Different than I have at any other time in my life.  Different than the last time I was depressed.
 
And it's not a different in a good sense.
 
I just really want this all to end, one way or another, good or bad.
 
I don't want to feel like this anymore.
 
 
 
 



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Untangling-It-All
Dec 10 2013 07:13 PM

Can you talk to Dr. K about this feeling? Sounds like it is important :hug:

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missophelia
Dec 10 2013 07:19 PM

I am going  to try and talk to her about it tomorrow.  I think it is important, yes.  :hug:

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Untangling-It-All
Dec 10 2013 08:06 PM

Let us know how it goes - only if you're up for it of course. Glad you're going to talk to her about it.

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missophelia
Dec 10 2013 08:24 PM

Thanks, Untanlging.  I'll try to check in tomorrow. 

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