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Posted by missophelia , 14 December 2013 · 177 views

"I guess it comes down to a simple choice. Get busy living, or get busy dying"
        -The Shawshank Redemption
 
"He who is not busy being born is busy dying"
       - Bob Dylan
 
"We are born astride the grave"
       - Beckett,  Waiting for Godot
 
"From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left"
       - Fall Out Boy,  Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying
 
 
These all seem to be interconnected in some way.
 
And Something about these speaks to me. 
It's almost like maybe there is something deep inside of me
That is desperate to shift, to make a shift, to feel a shift
To pull me out from the depths of my depression.
 
However, I find myself so full of
Anger,
Which feeds my depression
And brings on anxiety deep inside of me.
 
I don't know what to do.
 



Hey missophelia, I'm here listening, sending support! I'm sorry you're struggling so but I have faith you will find the way.

 

Much Love!  hug.gif hug.gif hug.gif 

Thinking of you. I can relate to this. The anger feels important to me (I'm thinking about anger at the moment, so that may be why). I worry that you may be blaming yourself for 'not choosing to get busy with living' rather than recognising that you are healing to get rid of the things that are preventing you from making that choice. Sitting with you.

I always think of depression as a very painful way to avoid the more painful anxiety and mental anquish of having feelings.

Thinking of you Miss.

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