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It feels like this has been the worst week.I have been struggling with my body and image.I feel so worthless and no good.I hate my body and how i look.Every time i look in the mirror all i see is this blob...i know deep down inside i should not feel this way...but i cant help how i feel about myself.I see beautiful women every were.Than their is me...i feel like im alone in all of this.I feel so weak and like i cant go on...the memories...the way he made me feel when it was happening...i feel like its controlling my life.I sometimes ask god why he put me through years of torment and pain...pain is all i ever feel.I feel like the life has been sucked right out of me...i know i seem so negative...im really not a negative person.I know i have to keep going and pushing through this...my mom always tells me that their is a light at the end of the tunnel...right now i dont feel like it...
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