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I'm so tired. It's been an incredibly difficult day. It's weird isn't it, what we think is okay to be over and what isn't. This evening though, I'm almost permanently triggered. Part of me thinks what's the point, it's not like anyone sees the self harm anyway. Does it really matter if they don't even know? Except, obviously it does, because I don't want to go down the path of doing it all the time, as then I'm even more triggered, more often. It's like a never ending battle and i'm just so tired. Was going to write more, going to explain what I mean by it being okay with certain things and not others, but I'm just so tired. I think I may have a shower and then maybe I'll be able to write more. Actually making myself feel quite angry with myself now as I've done no uni work this evening with feeling tired/rubbish so defo think im gonna go shower, maybe ill feel a little better.
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I will try to keep any reference to specific SI behaviour to a minimum however reference to the assault will not always be censored. I don't want to trigger anyone so just want you to be warned. Most of the time it will be okay but just so you are aware. Take gentle care.
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on Jan 16 2013 02:38 PM
