Jessiboo, I hope this helps. School was my getaway, I could be whom ever I wanted to be! Try to find something you really enjoy. I loved art, I could make something beautiful with my own hands! You then will find friends with similar interest and you will not feel so alone. As far as group, If you do not feel comfortable because of the others in the group that is not going to be healthy at all! Maybe try to find a new group? I hope that helps! If you need to talk don't be afraid to message me!