i love to express myself through my words. i am seeking enlightenment through healing the wounds of my soul, because only then will i be happy with myself and my path will finally begin to unfold. i regret to say i have stayed in the roll of victim since i was sexually, physically, and emotionally abused starting at age five. i truely want to shift my conscious thoughts and emotions and become my future and whole self. although i have spent my life both seeking and hiding from my healing because i feel overwhelmed. i have no established boundaries and as i grow it seems to only get worse. i clearly see the pattern and effects of the abuse, but i am desperate for the strength to ask for help.