Lolli commented on 8888's blog entry in A New ChapterBecause you had never seen one before it probably what made your four year old self interested. There are many things my son does even if there is one or two parts of it he does not like. It is perfectly normal. It is like for him the overall good part outweighs the bad. And you were four. As for the self blame about the arousal please please remember that our bodies respond to what they respond to. It is not a concious decision or desire for a particular behavior. You are not to blame now and you were not to blame then.