Im really sorry for you, the stress of your DR leaving and having to see someone else must be very exhausting and so so sad
I had been seeing my T for a few years and than she left, i was devestated, i felt as though i had no one and i was a wreck. I cried and cried and than let her go.
Once i let her go i found a new one, she was beautiful and she carried on from where i left off, i didnt have to start all over again.
i believe everything is meant to happen for a reason and i feel blessed i have had both T's in my life, i have grown and learnt so much from both. Im lucky for having 2. sometimes i will occoasionally see a different counsellor for a different point of view and feel its good.
Lots of love and gentleness x x x