I have been raped by two different people in my life, one was my mothers boyfriend (repeatedly) when i was just turned 13, and the second was a taxi driver when i was 18. I dont get taxi's anymore. If its not a reasonable walking distance, i just wont go.
I dont believe in love- but i want to trust. I suffer from manic depression and ive tried to kill myself 3 times. I want to talk, im sick and tired of being sick. I want to reach out- so please anyone who thinks they can help- please, please do try.