I hope you had a good time with your sister and that you were so busy that you didn't think about the violation that happened to you. My situation is a lot like yours....I think. I think that you were raped by a friend and that was what happened to me. Trust was taken from me and I still don't have that back. Also sex is nothing special anymore I am so sorry that you were violated and how you feel is the same way I feel. I wonder about how my life would have been if it never happened. I hope you had a good day and take care of yourself.