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EVH's Blog Untitled (from my T-session recording/25/05/13) T: How are you today? ........... T: hmmm I see, you're mute. ........... T: You ok? Me: If I was ok we wouldn't be doing this thing here, therapy, whatever. T: Ok, what happened? Me: Nothing T: If I got 1 € for every patient saying this... Me:...	EVH	37 Entries 22 Comments / 4,713 Views	Untitled Last activity: Today, 03:23 AM
dangeroustears' Blog Just needing to let something out Youtube video Wow, it's been a while since I've been on here... Anyways, I was just going through different inspirational videos on Youtube, and I stumbled across that was about the different lessons we can learn from pencils. Being the curious George i am, I clicked on it, and watched. The background music sucked, but the message of the whole video was...	dangeroustears	10 Entries 5 Comments / 761 Views	Youtube video Last Entry: Yesterday, 11:05 PM
porcelain's thoughts Ramblings.... My abuse started when I was just a child, and continued for a number of years. I spent nearly a decade stuck in a world full of PTSD, anorexia and self-loathing. Then later, I put my life on hold to care for my chronically-ill mother (which I don't regret). But still, I managed to put myself into bad situations and ended up in another...	porcelain	3 Entries 5 Comments / 205 Views	Ramblings.... Last Entry: Yesterday, 08:39 PM
Steps Towards Happiness I give up. I just got told by a detective that the only reason I called it rape was because I was scared I might be pregnant. We have several pieces of evidence that he did this to not only me, but someone else. My police service treated it like a joke. He's gotten away with my rape. When I found out I stormed out of the room. I just didn't know what...	TheSilentWanderer	5 Entries 0 Comments / 78 Views	I give up. Last Entry: Yesterday, 04:13 PM
StephEas' Blog My healing journey Strength and determination Sometimes I have these days that I suddenly feel very strong and empowered and determined, for no particular reason. I try to reach that same point on the off days, but I just don’t know what triggers it. But I guess it’s good to know that there are not only things that trigger me into flashbacks, sadness and panic. But there’s also stuff that...	StephEas	12 Entries 13 Comments / 793 Views	Strength and determination Last Entry: Yesterday, 03:32 PM
Szilvia's Blog Envious Degrees I find it very difficult to empathize. There is a BIG difference between molestation and rape/penetration. Like most things in life, there is rarely cases that are black and white. Most things are gray. Molestation is gray. Rape/penetration is a dark gray. It is worse. The outcome may be the same on an emotional level; however physically it is...	Szilvia	11 Entries 28 Comments / 550 Views	Degrees Last activity: Yesterday, 12:31 PM
Irishleo's Blog Lost in a sea of despair tired Over the last few months it's become clearer to me that I just CAN'T hold this secret within anymore. What he did to me has been trapped inside for so long, for so many years. It's been eating away at me, tearing at the fabric of my soul. But I still haven't made up my mind about going to the police or not. WHY is it a difficult...	Irishleo	63 Entries 129 Comments / 5,080 Views	tired Last Entry: Yesterday, 08:14 AM
my blog fragile... My belief is gone My hope has faded I am depressed Angry Full of anxiety I feel overwhelmingly fragile.	missophelia	1,066 Entries 2,707 Comments / 26,279 Views	fragile... Last activity: 23 May 2013 - 07:06 PM
CoachRachelG's Blog Rachel, a Trauma Recovery & Relationship Coach, shares resources, personal stories, communication techniques, and strategies for improving relationships, communication, or overcoming past trauma. What Are the Payoffs & Costs? I recently wrote about the many false beliefs that arise as a result of abuse and how these shape our expectations, which then compel us to prove particular things about ourselves, others, and relationships. Now, we want to take a look at how we are expressing ourselves based on our limiting beliefs. There are three distinct ways of being that...	CoachRachelG	17 Entries 13 Comments / 1,721 Views	What Are the Payoffs & Costs? Last activity: 23 May 2013 - 12:09 PM
. . living hell apparently im not taken seriously and./or mocked at work.	Zelda	24 Entries 43 Comments / 1,934 Views	living hell Last activity: 23 May 2013 - 08:06 PM
tamjohn70's Blog My thoughts and confusion stuck confusion tired I am feeling stuck right now. Don't know if I should go to the left or right. I am not going to reach out anymore to people. I am discovering that as much as the few who know about me say they want to be supportive or be there they really cannot handle it. I am not upset with them I just wish people would stop saying what is "politically...	tamjohn70	11 Entries 10 Comments / 234 Views	stuck confusion tired Last activity: Yesterday, 05:11 PM
How to save a life. Finding the good within myself. For how many insecurities I have, today I feel pretty confident. In this moment I am going to take advantage and make a list of things I like about myself. I know it will not be easy, but next time I struggle I plan to use this list to help me remember I'm a good person. 1. I have a nice smile. 2. I think I have nice hair. 3. I'm nice....	Kaity	12 Entries 12 Comments / 771 Views	Finding the good within myself. Last Entry: 22 May 2013 - 12:28 AM
blondie2002's Blog When is it my turn to be happy? I'm tired of feeling like nothing ever wants to go my way, /> Example #1: I haven't had a job since 2008, and I've gone through VocRehab (it helps people with disabilities find work) I can't count how many times, with little success. /> So, I don't really have much to keep my busy outside...	blondie2002	48 Entries 80 Comments / 3,800 Views	When is it my turn to be happy? Last activity: 22 May 2013 - 01:42 AM
Wil's Blog My Therapy It's okay; I'm okay! Time to move on... Today I had a good T session. I felt so much lighter and relieved afterwards. If I had any emotions going on at the moment, I'd have felt happy, I'm sure of it. I've spent this week going through things mentally and phew, it felt really good to say them out loud. I need to put some of this down now before it filters away. What...	Wil	14 Entries 21 Comments / 1,038 Views	It's okay; I'm okay! Time to move o... Last activity: 22 May 2013 - 05:32 AM
writer2010's Blog Lately Been 'rewarding' myself as T mentions especially since I burned out real bad this past Nov-Jan by always work work working and not really taking breaks. And with all of the past family stuff, just really hit my hard. But just wanted to say that I feel like I am getting better each day by praying and self-talking out of the anxiety before...	writer2010	113 Entries 59 Comments / 4,659 Views	Lately Last activity: 20 May 2013 - 05:37 PM
Mion_Xilolo's Blog Day to Day struggles of a Survivor Just another day Woke up and tried my best not to come to pandys today. It really makes me sad how much I need this place, I am very happy this place is here to help. I guess im just sad cause i need it. If my life never turn on that day when i was 10 i would never of had to find this place /> time to get to my normal day. dishes and house work yeah	mion_xilolo	4 Entries 1 Comments / 60 Views	Just another day Last Entry: 20 May 2013 - 07:26 AM
HelloSalami's Blog ERROR - NO ENTRY DATA	HelloSalami	0 Entries 0 Comments / 17 Views	Last Entry: --
Evie03's Blog My day to day struggles she is out and i dont wanna see her so my mother is out of hospital. came out last week. hasnt talked to me for a few days. which has been nice. is that bad to think? i just feel so more me when im not worrying all the time about her. shes never really been a mother to me. i dont even call her that, i call her by her first name. me and my bf are doing better now. more on an even...	Evie03	20 Entries 35 Comments / 529 Views	she is out and i dont wanna see her Last Entry: 19 May 2013 - 09:41 PM
One.Day.'s Blog Dark What happens when everything seems to have lost its beauty? The little bits of happiness unravelled into nothing. The morning sun, the warm breeze, a smile, the sand under your feet, the night sky, the echoes of the waves. Nothing but dark. Empty. Void. What happens when there is no energy to fight? Time seems to just pass. Nothing of...	one.day.	32 Entries 28 Comments / 2,471 Views	Dark Last Entry: 19 May 2013 - 02:29 PM
Ineloquent's Blog So I did it I finally admitted to my mum today that I felt like the world was going to crash around me if I kept going on like I was. I asked if it would be OK to move home, maybe take a year out, and try and sort myself out. Get counselling. Look at my options for the next year. Her reply? "You do not need to ask to come back home. It is your home for...	Ineloquent	1 Entries 1 Comments / 33 Views	So I did it Last activity: 20 May 2013 - 03:48 PM

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