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it's about how I feel right now...
I wish I could fly away and never have to come back...
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missophelia
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1,073 Entries
2,734 Comments / 27,414 Views
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sometimes...
- Last activity: 12 June 2013 - 04:09 PM
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danusia007's Blog
Trigger Warnings Read with care
From: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist
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danusia007
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846 Entries
349 Comments / 49,143 Views
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Pieces Of Me
All very triggering, my healing, my thoughts, and feelings.
The world really, really sucks!

I am so tired of this sick, sick world. So everyone knows the recent news about the three women that recently escaped their monster of an abuser in Ohio, what they went through I could never imagine and I feel so much for them. Wondering what shock they must be in, how they just want to be left alone, and yet the media will not leave them alone,...
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ChristineMarie
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554 Entries
215 Comments / 22,599 Views
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The world really, really sucks!
- Last Entry: 11 May 2013 - 01:17 PM
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trying to pull through
thoughts about life
Finché c'è vita c'è speranza.

As long as there is life there is hope...someone wrote this on my blog for me. I'm teaching myself Italian.
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Soulstar
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428 Entries
373 Comments / 12,396 Views
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Finché c'è vita c'è speranza.
- Last Entry: 22 April 2012 - 01:31 PM
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bellachai's Blog
just me
Investments

I woke up this morning thinking about how much I invested 'me' in those who I love/loved and care about. I realized that over the years I overextended myself to the point of becoming bankrupted financially, physically, mentally and emotionally.
Now there is no 'me' anymore. Just a heartbroken empty shell physically exhausted,...
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bellachai
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378 Entries
1,524 Comments / 14,287 Views
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Investments
- Last activity: Today, 04:04 PM
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Siren Song
I Am Incapable of Making a Simple Announcement

[font="Arial"]I feel self-conscious posting here since I don't use this blog any more.
Well, it's just, like, a public service announcement. When I DID used to blog here, people would sometimes ask me if I'd turn the tracking thingee on so they could receive emails of new entries. I was always hugely paranoid about that. ...
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Siren
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318 Entries
697 Comments / 18,164 Views
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It's Aubade
The birds start singing and so do I
Amoeba

I feel like a germ. Invading the school. I walk around, thousands surround me, yet among them all. I am befouled. I am a contaigen. I am unpure. Should I share what is in me, I will infect others. But of course, it isn't me. It is them left in me. Who knows. So many people. Using me. Abusing me. Leaving their mark on me. In me. And because of...
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Dawn Aubade
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243 Entries
79 Comments / 10,466 Views
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Amoeba
- Last Entry: 17 September 2009 - 11:00 PM
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cordeliaVorkosigan's Blog
Rape & Recovery
So Utterly Alone

I'm so tired of being alone. I still talk to David. I love him. He is unavailable at this time. I will not elaborate. I cannot move on. I have tried. I've dated but nothing has progressed past a couple dinners out. Every time I hear from him, it is as if the sun just sprang forth. I dream of him. I crave him. We haven't seen each other...
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cordeliaVorkosigan
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205 Entries
102 Comments / 6,441 Views
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So Utterly Alone
- Last Entry: 16 February 2013 - 08:56 PM
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Weeks that Come
My First Bad Truth

I was six years old. I know because I still owned this ugly peach make-up compartment holder that held all of my most prized hair ribbons and scrunchies; thus, it had to have been before the flood. I was putting away the container under the bathroom sink. I wasn't still supposed to be awake, but I had sneaked into the bathroom to pick out a...
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LexieB
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203 Entries
414 Comments / 4,452 Views
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My First Bad Truth
- Last Entry: 28 July 2010 - 12:47 AM
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A Flowering Rose
Finding My Way Out of The Concrete
As a Side Note In General

So with everything I used to post about my grandmother, and all the feelings I used to have? It wasn't all in my head. My grandmother has some issues that my mother had to deal with growing up too, and well I got some relief knowing it wasn't just me. Some of her behavior in August and October were so appalling too (my grandmother) that I...
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FloweringRose
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194 Entries
159 Comments / 5,570 Views
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As a Side Note In General
- Last Entry: 24 January 2013 - 03:22 AM
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In my head
A Window to my World
I'm Back!

Its been a while since I've been here. And honestly I'm crying that I'm back. So many things have happened in the meantime. Both good and bad. Though everything right now feels bad...
Where to begin......
There is no good place to start. In truth, I'm struggling big time. I love my kids to death, and they are the only things...
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lostinsideofme
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164 Entries
65 Comments / 7,347 Views
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I'm Back!
- Last activity: 05 June 2013 - 07:37 AM
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writer2010's Blog
Change

So a lot has happened ever since graduating high school (basically these past three years) and now the whole change effect is really kicking in. I have been very fortunate and been enjoying my internship on a movie studio lot where not too many people will have the chance to see behind the scenes like I do. One of my friends, who I have known...
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writer2010
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120 Entries
64 Comments / 5,043 Views
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Change
- Last activity: 16 June 2013 - 06:32 AM
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a blog
awareness through rambling
im gonna regret this in the morning

I haven't posted for a while.
I had a couple of beers tonight. (for me it doesn't take much)
The night before last I had some whiskey - I had it in my place because someone gave it to me. I share a bottle of wine socially and it's fine.
But after some whiskey I raged at someone.
I was correct in my stance but way overboard in my...
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Zelda
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117 Entries
279 Comments / 3,119 Views
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im gonna regret this in the morning
- Last Entry: 04 October 2011 - 05:55 PM
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raw&burnt
The Good, The Raw & The Burnt
Saying Never

Those who doubted me will never understand.
I'll never heal from this scarring event in my life.
Nobody goes through life unscarred.
To have gone through life without being scarred it to have never lived.
You learn more about people and life by all the trials and tribulations that happen in and around you.
As long as their blind loyalty went...
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raw&burnt
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113 Entries
16 Comments / 5,331 Views
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Saying Never
- Last Entry: 20 January 2013 - 11:35 PM
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forgottenhowtofly's Blog
Away from home

I am staying at my sisters for a while...well at least until Sunday.
Mom flipped about cutting and she thinks that she is being supportive right now, but she isn't.
I don't know how to tell her that I was actully starting to feel like I was somehow getting a grip on this before she found out. I mean sure my cutting was more frequent, but...
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forgottenhowtofly
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107 Entries
92 Comments / 3,503 Views
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Away from home
- Last activity: 18 October 2007 - 07:40 PM
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Jolly Green Giant Teddy Bear
Hiding From Emotion/Embracing Logic
Post Surgery

I am in a whole lot of pain right now. I had surgery on my back to implant a Dorsal Column Stimulator. This eventually will take away a lot of my chronic pain. I am having so much trouble getting comfortable. I cannot lay on my back at all. I have 2 2-3 in stitches in my back where they implanted the lead and the control box and battery. I will be...
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Allen
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106 Entries
179 Comments / 5,780 Views
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Post Surgery
- Last Entry: 31 July 2011 - 04:23 PM
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espoir_de_lavenir's Blog
Been Away for a While

Hey there. =)
I've been away for a while, which, I'm sure you probably realize, if you've read the title. But, things started popping up. I started to get sick, and started having some issues with my parents and college (which, by the way, I'm starting in the fall. I'M FINALLY MOVING OUT!!). Anywho, things have just...
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espoir_de_lavenir
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104 Entries
35 Comments / 1,880 Views
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Been Away for a While
- Last Entry: 13 July 2011 - 12:04 PM
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Once Upon A Time
Be safe **T**
Lotsa swearing and other stuff going on here, be safe if you choose to read. I've been online for the past two hours, I have some sort of drive. i always get this drive every few mths, I just wish I could find a picture of him. I have searched, I have rechanged the search, I found registries, I found warrants, I may have finally...
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Donna
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93 Entries
68 Comments / 2,922 Views
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Be safe **T**
- Last Entry: 07 June 2005 - 06:04 PM
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crazysanegirl's Blog
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Bumpy smooth ride

Things are a bit chaotic right now. Ideas shuffling quickly --find new apartment, rent out this one, figure out a way to move, possibly buy a car, find boxes, call about this and that, cancel bills, rent out this apartment furnished or unfurnished, don't know.
Moving to Matane in North-Eastern Quebec. Back to the ocean... Moving to Matane in...
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crazysanegirl
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92 Entries
26 Comments / 3,664 Views
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Bumpy smooth ride
- Last Entry: 17 December 2012 - 11:12 AM
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nee's Blog
The pain never goes away
needing a friend :(

i have one very good friend that i have talked to for a couple of years about just about everything in life. over the past year she met a guy and she would tell me how he was trying to control her although he lives several hundred miles away from her. she would tell me that she wasn't scared of him (she lives with her brother and doesn't...
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nee
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80 Entries
40 Comments / 2,963 Views
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needing a friend :(
- Last activity: 16 November 2012 - 10:43 PM
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