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my blog so hard... Everything has become so hard for me lately. Even writing this here, now, is just so hard. I honestly don't know how much I can manage to put down into words. I have been so overwhelmed. I feel overwhelmed. I am just full of anxiety, and anger. I'm always depressed. Some moments are worse than others. I got triggered the other...	missophelia	1,065 Entries 2,709 Comments / 26,064 Views	so hard... Last activity: Yesterday, 06:57 PM
bellachai's Blog just me Dancing breathlessly /> /> /> /> /> /> /> My 4 year fight has ended and I have won. Social Security Disability has been approved for me. Will be getting my settlement check going back to November 2010 mid June. My first monthly Social Security amount will be June...	bellachai	375 Entries 1,521 Comments / 13,472 Views	Dancing breathlessly Last activity: Yesterday, 03:50 PM
Siren Song I Am Incapable of Making a Simple Announcement [font="Arial"]I feel self-conscious posting here since I don't use this blog any more. Well, it's just, like, a public service announcement. When I DID used to blog here, people would sometimes ask me if I'd turn the tracking thingee on so they could receive emails of new entries. I was always hugely paranoid about that. ...	Siren	318 Entries 697 Comments / 17,608 Views	I Am Incapable of Making a Simple Announcement Last activity: 04 June 2012 - 02:41 PM
Weeks that Come My First Bad Truth I was six years old. I know because I still owned this ugly peach make-up compartment holder that held all of my most prized hair ribbons and scrunchies; thus, it had to have been before the flood. I was putting away the container under the bathroom sink. I wasn't still supposed to be awake, but I had sneaked into the bathroom to pick out a...	LexieB	203 Entries 414 Comments / 4,415 Views	My First Bad Truth Last Entry: 28 July 2010 - 12:47 AM
trying to pull through thoughts about life Finché c'è vita c'è speranza. As long as there is life there is hope...someone wrote this on my blog for me. I'm teaching myself Italian.	Soulstar	428 Entries 373 Comments / 12,162 Views	Finché c'è vita c'è speranza. Last Entry: 22 April 2012 - 01:31 PM
danusia007's Blog Trigger Warnings Read with care From: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist so i have started having nightmares again after a rather offensive conversation Source: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist	danusia007	846 Entries 349 Comments / 46,405 Views	From: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist Last activity: 28 February 2013 - 11:59 AM
a blog awareness through rambling im gonna regret this in the morning I haven't posted for a while. I had a couple of beers tonight. (for me it doesn't take much) The night before last I had some whiskey - I had it in my place because someone gave it to me. I share a bottle of wine socially and it's fine. But after some whiskey I raged at someone. I was correct in my stance but way overboard in my...	Zelda	117 Entries 279 Comments / 2,929 Views	im gonna regret this in the morning Last Entry: 04 October 2011 - 05:55 PM
Pieces Of Me All very triggering, my healing, my thoughts, and feelings. The world really, really sucks! I am so tired of this sick, sick world. So everyone knows the recent news about the three women that recently escaped their monster of an abuser in Ohio, what they went through I could never imagine and I feel so much for them. Wondering what shock they must be in, how they just want to be left alone, and yet the media will not leave them alone,...	ChristineMarie	554 Entries 216 Comments / 22,368 Views	The world really, really sucks! Last activity: 11 May 2013 - 03:45 PM
Jolly Green Giant Teddy Bear Hiding From Emotion/Embracing Logic Post Surgery I am in a whole lot of pain right now. I had surgery on my back to implant a Dorsal Column Stimulator. This eventually will take away a lot of my chronic pain. I am having so much trouble getting comfortable. I cannot lay on my back at all. I have 2 2-3 in stitches in my back where they implanted the lead and the control box and battery. I will be...	Allen	106 Entries 179 Comments / 5,693 Views	Post Surgery Last Entry: 31 July 2011 - 04:23 PM
Super Cool Private Club Blog In Search of a Purpose Crazy Department Crazy Department (As requested by a member in a comment on the previous entry) A super-padded room where you can come and set a spell when you're having trouble finding your happy place.	Siren	23 Entries 176 Comments / 1,292 Views	Crazy Department Last Entry: 30 January 2010 - 08:54 AM
A Flowering Rose Finding My Way Out of The Concrete As a Side Note In General So with everything I used to post about my grandmother, and all the feelings I used to have? It wasn't all in my head. My grandmother has some issues that my mother had to deal with growing up too, and well I got some relief knowing it wasn't just me. Some of her behavior in August and October were so appalling too (my grandmother) that I...	FloweringRose	194 Entries 159 Comments / 5,242 Views	As a Side Note In General Last Entry: 24 January 2013 - 03:22 AM
Nerd Blog For Board Nerds & Bored Nerds How to Hide Excerpts, Wicked Easy [spoiler]There is yet another way to keep the software from displaying an excerpt from your blog. Simply select the entire entry, and then choose the "spoiler" tag from the "Other Styles" menu. That way, anyone who wishes to read your blog must click on it, regardless of what the viewing permissions are. Now there are...	Siren	45 Entries 156 Comments / 2,160 Views	How to Hide Excerpts, Wicked Easy Last Entry: 13 March 2010 - 01:51 AM
Irishleo's Blog Lost in a sea of despair Dreaming of freedom I feel tormented, as if I will never be free of him. How do I release the little girl trapped inside of me from what he did? Am I crazy to fantasize about the adult me being able to burst into my childhood bedroom and attack him before he can hurt the child I was? Such pointless thoughts, and yet I have them often. I never imagine anyone else...	Irishleo	62 Entries 129 Comments / 5,013 Views	Dreaming of freedom Last activity: 05 May 2013 - 07:03 AM
Transitions frustration I feel incapable and useless at the moment, frustrated with myself. I waste hours of time when I have tons of things to do but I cannot seem to get things done. It is lie I am paralyzed and time flies by and I am not even certain where it goes. There is so much I want to get out, but I can't, the thoughts in my head will not form into words...	chelirach	27 Entries 127 Comments / 3,174 Views	frustration Last activity: 22 January 2013 - 07:50 PM
MissHannah's Blog Just a short update The last time I wrote something here was after my birthday, what has happened since then.. Well my group is still going good, parts are tough but it's so worth it. Unfortunately my mum is still is hospital, it looks as though it might be a few months before she can go home. Part of me thinks it's the best place for her to be but...	MissHannah	54 Entries 105 Comments / 4,515 Views	Just a short update Last Entry: 10 May 2013 - 12:37 AM
cordeliaVorkosigan's Blog Rape & Recovery So Utterly Alone I'm so tired of being alone. I still talk to David. I love him. He is unavailable at this time. I will not elaborate. I cannot move on. I have tried. I've dated but nothing has progressed past a couple dinners out. Every time I hear from him, it is as if the sun just sprang forth. I dream of him. I crave him. We haven't seen each other...	cordeliaVorkosigan	205 Entries 102 Comments / 6,344 Views	So Utterly Alone Last Entry: 16 February 2013 - 08:56 PM
voice~'s Blog New Girl I think I found it I have been gone from Pandy's for around 7 months now. While I was gone I have started to find myself and freedom. I just stopped in to check on old friends. I am not sure if I will be back or not, because I think in my healing I have out grown Pandy's. Pandy's was a start for me and it gave me so much, but I don't think I need it...	voice~	55 Entries 102 Comments / 2,380 Views	I think I found it Last activity: 17 July 2012 - 03:14 PM
forgottenhowtofly's Blog Away from home I am staying at my sisters for a while...well at least until Sunday. Mom flipped about cutting and she thinks that she is being supportive right now, but she isn't. I don't know how to tell her that I was actully starting to feel like I was somehow getting a grip on this before she found out. I mean sure my cutting was more frequent, but...	forgottenhowtofly	107 Entries 92 Comments / 3,480 Views	Away from home Last activity: 18 October 2007 - 07:40 PM
Healing and Balancing Finally Back Online After over a month without internet access, except from my phone or the library, we are back up and running from home. It's lovely. I don't know yet how much I'm going to be around Pandy's right now, but I'm hoping to slowly catch up on people's blogs and maybe start blogging at least some here again.	SilentOnes	58 Entries 83 Comments / 1,422 Views	Finally Back Online Last Entry: 16 January 2011 - 09:52 PM
dreamgirl's Blog Musing From: Swinging in and out of doubt [quote name='Steve' date='31 August 2012 - 08:58 AM' timestamp='1346403502' post='1703051'] How about we call it non physical abuse. Emotional abuse can be every bit as persuasive as physical abuse and I personally found it impossible to deflect whereas I could easily turn off to the pain I was receiving mostly. Non...	dreamgirl	29 Entries 80 Comments / 1,553 Views	From: Swinging in and out of doubt Last activity: 13 January 2013 - 10:34 AM

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