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caitlinchristakos12's Blog The life of me and how I deal with life after the trauma June 18th, 2013 At ten o'clock last night I didn't think I would live to see another day. My hope and strength was just not there anymore. I thank my mom who just knew by my facebook status I wasn't having a good day and called me and talked me out of it. I think about it now and I feel silly to think I would take my life away with all these special...	caitlinchristakos12	1 Entries 1 Comments / 4 Views	June 18th, 2013 Last activity: Today, 02:28 PM
GettingBetter's Blog A little better all the time I can feel my mood changing... and I'm scared. "I can feel my mood changing... and I'm scared." I spoke these words to my SO yesterday. After a wonderful weekend and feeling so great, out of nowhere I could feel that something was changing. I don't know why yet, but I could tell that it was happening. I am told that this is great, that it's a start. Although I was not...	GettingBetter	7 Entries 9 Comments / 221 Views	I can feel my mood changing... and I'm scared. Last activity: Today, 01:20 PM
blueboots21's Blog Words of encouragement Don't let anyone bring you down As a victim I want to reach out to other victims. Not as someone to preach to you and tell you what you should've done or said or anything. I want to be there for anyone who wants to talk..about anything. I won't push subjects. But, I want to encourage as many people as I can to not give up. To see they're beautiful. To see that you...	blueboots21	3 Entries 0 Comments / 16 Views	Don't let anyone bring you down Last Entry: Today, 12:26 PM
One Day at a Time To my brother I'm sorry I reminded you of your sister. I'm sorry we never kept in touch. I'm sorry you never wanted to see us. I'm sorry you had so much guilt. I'm sorry Nicki had to leave us all. I'm sorry you were so alone. I'm sorry for all the hatred you stored. I'm sorry for who was your dad. I'm sorry I got away....	one.day.	41 Entries 37 Comments / 2,843 Views	To my brother Last activity: Today, 11:33 AM
fairies' Blog her voice how to hold on to stay afloat to not go under to breath to not go down to stay standing somehow trying to stay me trying	fairies	5 Entries 18 Comments / 822 Views	how to hold on Last activity: Today, 06:31 AM
EVH's Blog Pray for forgiveness	EVH	72 Entries 24 Comments / 8,903 Views	Pray for forgiveness Last Entry: Today, 04:38 AM
a rollercoaster to acceptance the ups and downs in the healing process the man that changed my life when i got that job i nver expected what happened. i had just gotten pregnant and decided i would be a single mom. i was so used to being treated like trash that i never considered anything else was possible. so when i met him i only saw him as a coworker. when i miscarried at 6 weeks due to a rare type of pregnancy i had lost all hope. i wasnt...	j3t3	2 Entries 0 Comments / 46 Views	the man that changed my life Last Entry: Yesterday, 07:40 PM
Clove45's Blog I can't scream Hex against those physically abusing a partner Every blow is a searing pain The burning child of dust Grows with every step A bulbous monster that will soak your rage And torment you till the end of your days Safetly keeping those you may harm And leaving you with no aid This child of rage and violence feeds Until you can no longer breed The violence and destruction that you keep	Clove45	13 Entries 4 Comments / 500 Views	Hex against those physically abusing a partner Last activity: Yesterday, 03:48 PM
Opening pandora's box Concentration Concentration is "the ability to direct one's thinking in whatever direction one would intend". This stupid concentration, where has it gone? I can't concentrate and I have to! All I'm thinking about is the pain... For weeks now, not one day when I wouldn't think about it. I'm a bit pessimistic about my future...	janeteddy	1 Entries 0 Comments / 10 Views	Concentration Last Entry: Yesterday, 09:47 AM
Simpletruth's Blog I just need to get it out. I'm not sure where this is going... If you become my height, That'll be the final straw... Closer to what I'm pretending not to think... Closer to what I'm pretending doesn't exist. Like doesn't lead to love. It doesn't. It doesn't, right? Right. Great.	Simpletruth	16 Entries 13 Comments / 1,216 Views	I'm not sure where this is going... Last activity: 16 June 2013 - 10:41 PM
hope88's Blog Release of denial Five months ago I was a victim of sexual assault. I knew my attacker and I trusted my attacker. I have not dealt with it but rather hid from it. I have shut out my family and friends and worst of all, I am still employed at the job in which it all took place. For the first few weeks after I admitted to what was happening, I relived it... over...	hope88	1 Entries 1 Comments / 19 Views	Release of denial Last activity: Yesterday, 08:50 PM
writer2010's Blog Change So a lot has happened ever since graduating high school (basically these past three years) and now the whole change effect is really kicking in. I have been very fortunate and been enjoying my internship on a movie studio lot where not too many people will have the chance to see behind the scenes like I do. One of my friends, who I have known...	writer2010	120 Entries 64 Comments / 5,036 Views	Change Last activity: 16 June 2013 - 06:32 AM
Perpetually Healing My Life and how I determined to change it. This is an autobiography on coping with loss, childhood sexual and ritual abuse. Please understand that the man I am describing is not the man I am now. I believe that I will be "Perpetually Healing&quo "Strange" I wrote a poem today. Please read "strange." Perpetually Healing poetry page iamnotbubba	iamnotbubba	46 Entries 9 Comments / 2,686 Views	"Strange" Last Entry: 15 June 2013 - 04:37 PM
Orchid's Blog Behaviors for CSA ERROR - NO ENTRY DATA	Orchid	0 Entries 0 Comments / 47 Views	Last Entry: --
dreamcatcher95's Blog urgh! why i feel absolutely terrible things have literally gone from good to terrible in a week! i dont know what wrong just everything is.i cant leave the house without panicing i cant sleep with nightmares and body memories, im terrified to do just about anything. i had T today and i told her everything was fine. i dont know why i did that i just...	dreamcatcher95	3 Entries 0 Comments / 73 Views	urgh! why Last Entry: 14 June 2013 - 03:22 PM
britt124brat's Blog Feelings :/ It's been a while again..still not in the greatest of moods....my allergies have been so bad this year that my eyes habe almost swollen shut twice in tue past 2 weeks....I have eye drops for em now from the Dr.....my relationship is still on the fritz.....we are trying to work on this but I don't see a point at the moment....Im affraid if...	britt124brat	17 Entries 6 Comments / 419 Views	:/ Last Entry: 14 June 2013 - 01:40 AM
HardCor's Blog My Healing Journey PTSD and Me PTSD. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I remember the first time I heard this. "It appears that you have many of the symptoms of PTSD." Excuse me? I'm not stressed. What trauma? What do you mean I have a mental condition? What does this mean? I went home after that session at the counsellors. Originally I had come in due to...	HardCor	5 Entries 8 Comments / 189 Views	PTSD and Me Last activity: 15 June 2013 - 09:57 AM
rainfall's Blog My first entry :) Today is my birthday. I'm not a big fan of special days for "new beginnings" and stuff, I actually dislike New Years (might have something to do with me being terrified of the thought of drunk people with fireworks). But this acutally feels like one, and it feels nice. I feel like I'm leaving my teenage years behind me and...	rainfall	1 Entries 1 Comments / 15 Views	My first entry :) Last activity: 13 June 2013 - 11:04 PM
JadeAngel's Blog Incest Rape Survivor Sometimes you can't see what's always been there. My OCD? I guess I don't write as much anymore because I feel like I can cope on my own without an outlet. But I have come to realize a set of challenges in a way I didn't think about before. A little over 8 years ago I moved to central america to marry and live with my then-fiance. His mother lived with the father of her 3 daughters (his 3 half...	JadeAngel	28 Entries 7 Comments / 910 Views	Sometimes you can't see what's always b... Last activity: 13 June 2013 - 03:38 AM
Wither Time Here's a question for ya /> Imagine. A young girl of 15, alone in the city, working a low-paid job, trying to earn enough money to get back home. A customer, a man of twenty, comes into the shop offering friendly smiles. He is always with his girlfriend, but he flirts with the 15 year old girl. She is flattered. The night of her 16 th birthday, she is working...	Wither	2 Entries 6 Comments / 140 Views	Here's a question for ya Last activity: 14 June 2013 - 07:24 PM

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June 18th, 2013

I can feel my mood changing... and I'm scared.

Don't let anyone bring you down

To my brother

how to hold on

Pray for forgiveness

the man that changed my life

Hex against those physically abusing a partner

Concentration

I'm not sure where this is going...

Release of denial

Change

"Strange"

urgh! why

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PTSD and Me

My first entry :)

Sometimes you can't see what's always been there. My OCD?

Here's a question for ya

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