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My Journey My lowest If there's any day that's lower than today then am done for...I have nowhere to run, no one to turn to, felt like the walls were closing in on me, can't think straight, can't function, am just numb. I want to scream so bad but tears just come out. How can a person feel so mortified, so depressed and after such a good day. Am...	journey29	10 Entries 10 Comments / 337 Views	My lowest Last activity: 02 April 2013 - 06:06 PM
here in my head My thoughts and views on what happened to me scared of food I have been doing this weird thing for awhile. I haven't been eating, or I have been eating weird things....celery.....vegetables, fruits, and loads of water. I have worried about my weight ever since I gave birth, but I hate being this big, and changing my eating habits...idk if it is working, but I havent been feeling good. Like I drink...	amandaunderthepink	48 Entries 53 Comments / 3,218 Views	scared of food Last activity: 02 April 2013 - 03:43 PM
randomcase's Blog Beginning a day I need to talk to someone that is dealing with the same thing as me....I have a 4 month old daughter and found out her father is the rapist....I cant handle this, I am beyond angry and dont understand how he is the father!!!	randomcase	4 Entries 2 Comments / 107 Views	a day Last Entry: 31 March 2013 - 05:01 PM
Faith, Hope, Love, Trust, & An Adorable Kitten Five things that fuel my journey towards healing and never giving up. I want life. I've spent a majority of my life in a sad, depressed, and self-loathing state of mind. Even when I smiled, the pain was always there. In fact, a lot of times I smiled just to hide the pain. It was my way of convincing everyone--convincing myself--that I was really okay. But I wasn't okay. And there came a point when I no longer had the...	solido_espiritu	1 Entries 0 Comments / 36 Views	I want life. Last Entry: 29 March 2013 - 12:11 PM
QuietSpirit's Blog Healing, Running and Others Thoughts and Feelings Obsessed With the Man Who Raped Me. I feel a bit crazy at times when I find myself not only watching Law and Order SVU just to cry with the victims stories told. But I look up the man who raped me.. We were neighbors.. lived in the same neighborhood for all of my teenage years and young adult life. I moved out of the city and to another state all together about a month after it...	QuietSpirit	1 Entries 5 Comments / 53 Views	Obsessed With the Man Who Raped Me. Last activity: 30 March 2013 - 08:14 PM
canadiangirl92's Blog Black mark (sensitive matter) I had been doing well, until this past friday (March 22/13)... I had gone out for wings and beer to watch a hockey game and celebrate a friends birthday. All was going excellent until a "friend" (I no longer wish to speak, hear of, or see him again) showed up. It had been a year since I had seen him last and was happy to see him, I...	canadiangirl92	1 Entries 2 Comments / 27 Views	Black mark (sensitive matter) Last activity: 28 March 2013 - 07:43 AM
This Earth Will Hold You Believing I belong Self care day Today I just need to rest. It is a blessing to be able to and it is what my body is screaming for. This pain used to be the norm but now it isn't and days like today I get to lay low, follow whatever can bring me pleasure or joy and take it easy. The hardest part is feeling ok about doing things that also hurt me in some ways. For instance,...	turnip	17 Entries 7 Comments / 508 Views	Self care day Last activity: 27 March 2013 - 12:31 PM
Perpetually Healing My Life and how I determined to change it. This is an autobiography on coping with loss, childhood sexual and ritual abuse. Please understand that the man I am describing is not the man I am now. I believe that I will be "Perpetually Healing&quo Perpetually Healing Catch Me (31) A new chapter. This one hurt more than all the others I have written. Catch Me iamnotbubba	iamnotbubba	44 Entries 9 Comments / 2,542 Views	Perpetually Healing Catch Me (31) Last Entry: 25 March 2013 - 03:44 PM
Is Anyone There? My struggle through ****,SI, and healing. So, it's been awhile... I finally decided to tell my cousin. She's the closest person to me in my family, and she knew about some of the things going on with me in college. I felt so much better after I told her. I've just been so stressed lately, and every time I remember that my parents don't even know about my PTSD, it makes me feel worse. I know I...	kjw9311	19 Entries 25 Comments / 1,109 Views	So, it's been awhile... Last Entry: 24 March 2013 - 07:59 PM
Wolfie1's Blog Started a blog on Wordpress Started a new blog over this past week: http://survivorsmusings.wordpress.com/ It's about abuse and the issues survivors face, and I'll be keeping it pretty anonymous. I've tried the public blog thing in the past but couldn't stay interested; I figured out that I need it to be about a specific topic for me to keep updating. At a...	Wolfie1	1 Entries 0 Comments / 18 Views	Started a blog on Wordpress Last Entry: 24 March 2013 - 02:33 PM
raindroop123's Blog servivors of rape servivor of rape im a servivor of rape and abuse I have my good days and my bad days today is a good day im in a happy mod and feeling good about my self I have created a group on here called servivors of rape fell free to talk and I will reply	raindroop123	2 Entries 0 Comments / 11 Views	servivor of rape Last Entry: 24 March 2013 - 06:25 AM
FlashedForward's Blog Two songs for the journey Two very different songs. Different vocalists, but all the rest is in common: Stephen Foster, lyrics; Mark O'Connor, violin; Yo-Yo Ma, cello; Edgar Meyer, bass. From Appalachian Journey (2000). The first one fits my moment...	FlashedForward	1 Entries 0 Comments / 93 Views	Two songs for the journey Last Entry: 23 March 2013 - 01:49 PM
Pandora's Box Letting it all flow out If you really knew me... Haven't written in awhile. I guess I have been falling head first down the rabbit hole. Went to this thing, for work-"Challenge Day". You get a bunch of high school kids togther and play a few dozen trust games. Then you get to the heavy and let it all come pouring...	kmfdm	4 Entries 3 Comments / 246 Views	If you really knew me... Last Entry: 21 March 2013 - 04:32 PM
peachesb's Blog life. Thinking vs. Feeling I can feel myself spiraling downwards into a hole, slowly. 2013 has not been kind to me so far. I don't even know anymore... I have been thinking about the old me. The me right before the flashbacks, the self-diagnosis, and the disclosure. The me that used to take chances and seemed to have friends and boyfriends and would go out and explore...	peachesb	2 Entries 3 Comments / 179 Views	Thinking vs. Feeling Last Entry: 19 March 2013 - 03:07 AM
JadeAngel's Blog Incest Rape Survivor She's gone :( I can't word myself well right now. To sum it up.... my sister in law gave birth last night prematurely via c section because of her high blood pressure. She wasn't due for almost 4 weeks more. My niece didn't make it, she passed away at less than 1 day old. I'm destroyed, and my in laws are worse. I cried driving home when I found...	JadeAngel	27 Entries 6 Comments / 869 Views	She's gone :( Last Entry: 18 March 2013 - 03:37 PM
britt124brat's Blog Feelings inside Its been a while. It's been a while since I wrote anything....I'm now 23! I feel like mxost of my life's wasted away still....let me fill you in on a couple things from the past twovyears....I got my depressed ass up got a job. This awsome factory. I had some fun. went out and had fun with my friends on weekends. It was so perfect then...my job was...	britt124brat	2 Entries 0 Comments / 70 Views	Its been a while. Last Entry: 17 March 2013 - 08:57 PM
Thought Bubbles... Musings and random rants. I am. I am not. I am a woman of many layers and emotions. I am not singularly or entirely what has happened in my past. I am someone who endured sexual assaults and abuses. I am not victim-- I am no one's victim unless I allow myself to be. I am a person with many emotions, beliefs, and dreams. I am not a person who only sees through the lens of my...	Slower	9 Entries 7 Comments / 521 Views	I am. I am not. Last Entry: 17 March 2013 - 12:10 PM
Diary of a Survivor Wiping the Mud from My Eyes I have had one hell of a year. I chose the name persephone a couple years ago. I had no idea just how appropriate it would be for me to take on that name. As the Spring comes around, I am returning to the Earth from Hell. It's clear to me what happened... What's not clear is how others perceive me. On the note of Persephone, I am an avid...	blackpersephone	10 Entries 11 Comments / 864 Views	Wiping the Mud from My Eyes Last activity: 10 April 2013 - 07:40 AM
Brian09's Blog The first time... in a long time. Another Day It's hard sometimes to remember all the good things I have in my life, all the things I have accomplished because of bad memories of the events that occurred. Smiling helps but it can hurt too. Because everyone thinks that I am fine when I'm not. But at the same time I don't have to explain anything. I try every day to remember the...	Brian09	2 Entries 2 Comments / 98 Views	Another Day Last Entry: 16 March 2013 - 09:20 AM
jenshrink's Blog Long Time Coming Here We Come 'Round Again So, it's that time again. The time of the first anniversary of the worst SI I've ever done to myself. The anniversary of the confusion voiced to my therapist. I'm 40 years old and WHAT did I just do? And the anniversary of the beginning weeks of the most painful relationship of my life. Ex-T. He didn't "get it." He...	jenshrink	1 Entries 1 Comments / 31 Views	Here We Come 'Round Again Last Entry: 16 March 2013 - 01:46 PM

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My lowest

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I want life.

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Black mark (sensitive matter)

Self care day

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So, it's been awhile...

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Two songs for the journey

If you really knew me...

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Another Day

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