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blondie2002's Blog When is it my turn to be happy? I'm tired of feeling like nothing ever wants to go my way, /> Example #1: I haven't had a job since 2008, and I've gone through VocRehab (it helps people with disabilities find work) I can't count how many times, with little success. /> So, I don't really have much to keep my busy outside...	blondie2002	48 Entries 80 Comments / 4,187 Views	When is it my turn to be happy? Last activity: 22 May 2013 - 01:42 AM
Mion_Xilolo's Blog Day to Day struggles of a Survivor Just another day Woke up and tried my best not to come to pandys today. It really makes me sad how much I need this place, I am very happy this place is here to help. I guess im just sad cause i need it. If my life never turn on that day when i was 10 i would never of had to find this place /> time to get to my normal day. dishes and house work yeah	mion_xilolo	4 Entries 1 Comments / 71 Views	Just another day Last Entry: 20 May 2013 - 07:26 AM
HelloSalami's Blog ERROR - NO ENTRY DATA	HelloSalami	0 Entries 0 Comments / 19 Views	Last Entry: --
Evie03's Blog My day to day struggles she is out and i dont wanna see her so my mother is out of hospital. came out last week. hasnt talked to me for a few days. which has been nice. is that bad to think? i just feel so more me when im not worrying all the time about her. shes never really been a mother to me. i dont even call her that, i call her by her first name. me and my bf are doing better now. more on an even...	Evie03	20 Entries 35 Comments / 571 Views	she is out and i dont wanna see her Last Entry: 19 May 2013 - 09:41 PM
Ineloquent's Blog So I did it I finally admitted to my mum today that I felt like the world was going to crash around me if I kept going on like I was. I asked if it would be OK to move home, maybe take a year out, and try and sort myself out. Get counselling. Look at my options for the next year. Her reply? "You do not need to ask to come back home. It is your home for...	Ineloquent	1 Entries 0 Comments / 38 Views	So I did it Last Entry: 18 May 2013 - 12:11 PM
jessie72's Blog Random Thoughts How can I call him what he is when he's so normal? So I know this isn't advisable but I was sneaking a look at his facebook page. I guess I did it to try and desensitize myself to his face, his presence. He lives near the sports centre where I am a member. I've tried going elsewhere but this is the one where I can afford the membership and I find myself getting angry when I realise...	jessie72	2 Entries 3 Comments / 133 Views	How can I call him what he is when he's so ... Last activity: 18 May 2013 - 12:33 PM
AudraRose88's Blog Intimidated Something So Small... It amazes me how I can attach to something so small, and the slightest fear of losing that small something can cause you to fall right back in the same darkness you had just stepped out of. A small kitten, I have only had him for about five hours, but in those five hours he sat on my lap, and he was comfort to me. Then I am told I have to give him...	AudraRose88	3 Entries 1 Comments / 68 Views	Something So Small... Last activity: 17 May 2013 - 08:35 PM
My Rant. .... venting I feel soooo absolutely horrible. I feel like I am such a burden to patti and rick. Theyve told me they love me...but about a week ago there was a HUGE fight and I felt like complete shit..I didn't understand it at all and tonight I was trying so hard to understand everything but he didn't feel like talking...I should've respected that...	bellaroo	45 Entries 52 Comments / 3,438 Views	venting Last activity: 20 May 2013 - 03:55 PM
heaeliper's Blog My Funny, Sad, Crazy, Scary Life Been a few sunsets since I posted...not doing so well (could T) I have not been on in about a month. I have had some trouble finding work and I am not dealing well with the stress at all. My PTSD is haywire and my insomnia is maddening and I am feeling more and more like retreating away from society. That said in less than a week I will have 20 years sobriety. so that is something right? I am making an...	heaeliper	32 Entries 25 Comments / 875 Views	Been a few sunsets since I posted...not doing s... Last activity: 16 May 2013 - 08:59 AM
Like Charlotte in Words Down the Rabbit Hole Velvateen Charlotte Another short entry. After last weekends debacle of being grabbed in a crowd I am afriad of stores, busses, trains and general closeness. I kniw it is irrational. I know it was one person in a huge crowd but it cannot be that I ALWAYS run into that ONE person. It is far more likely that the world is dangerous and these (string of curses) are...	LikeCharlotte	8 Entries 11 Comments / 297 Views	Velvateen Charlotte Last activity: 16 May 2013 - 03:52 AM
Bett's Blog First Step Starting Small I am at the point in my life where I can no longer hide from my ugly past. I am to embarrassed about the events to actually speak to anyone. Nothing has happened recently but my fiancé has had to wake me up because I was crying so hard in my sleep. I decided to try something online so I can have some kind of support mentally. Although it has been...	Bett	1 Entries 0 Comments / 20 Views	Starting Small Last Entry: 15 May 2013 - 08:03 PM
Panda2's Blog Nighmares Bad dreams I am having flashbacks again. They are getting worse,sometimes they are just flashbacks and sometimes they are part of the dream. I am scared,I can't afford to go the a doctor to talk about it because everything in this country costs a fortune. Maybe posting this and knowing that there are people on this site who are dealing with this will...	Panda2	1 Entries 0 Comments / 14 Views	Bad dreams Last Entry: 14 May 2013 - 11:14 AM
nicdawg's Blog This is new...self-medication, helpful or hurtful? The last few days have taken their toll, after my awfully embarrassing breakdown I have decided to actively deal with my past for the first time. It is harder than I thought. I was convinced that because I was in a relationship since my experience that I was okay, that I had dealt with it and was over it. My last boyfriend (Jay) and I split...	nicdawg	1 Entries 0 Comments / 21 Views	This is new...self-medication, helpful or hurtful? Last Entry: 14 May 2013 - 09:16 AM
The Healing Journey My personal path to self-healing. "No matter how dark the moment......" Everyone once in awhile I will hear or read a quote that strikes me and I have to write it down and then go look who said it. "No matter how dark the moment...love and hope is always possible." - George Chakiris [i]This quote really struck a chord with me...in a positive way. I feel like this could be a mantra for...	Sedona59	4 Entries 3 Comments / 114 Views	"No matter how dark the moment......" Last activity: 13 May 2013 - 08:34 AM
xpiinkx's Blog thoughts IT WON'T WASH ..I'M SO FUCKING DIRTY NOW.*Triggering ITS NOT THAT I'VE STOPPED CRYING..N NOTE THAT I'VE SPEED REMEMBERING MOOR AND MORE..ITS LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE IS NOW FLASHING IN FRONT OF MY EYES SHOWING ME EVERY SICK THING I EVER DID TO MYSELF OR ANOTHER...HOW...	xpiinkx	4 Entries 4 Comments / 115 Views	IT WON'T WASH ..I'M SO FUCKING DIRTY NO... Last activity: 11 May 2013 - 11:38 PM
Mountain out of a Molehill? A moment of reflection. Almost Doesn't Count It's nearing my one year anniversary of my last rape, and also the one year anniversary with Pandy's. I'm doing alright. That's the best I can put it. I really wish I had someone to talk to, but I've had to withdraw from almost everyone I know. I'm desperate. I feel so bound up. Here's to a breath...	tpatt2008	14 Entries 16 Comments / 724 Views	Almost Doesn't Count Last Entry: 11 May 2013 - 09:03 PM
dino's Blog This is my boy, you said /> You referred to me as ‘your boy’. I guess in any other cases I would feel honoured, now it only makes me scared as hell as I start to realize what is going on. You never told me where we were going, you only instructed me to join you in your car. After our last meeting I should have known. I should have seen the signs. You aren’t to...	dino	3 Entries 9 Comments / 697 Views	This is my boy, you said Last Entry: 11 May 2013 - 03:25 PM
Pieces Of Me All very triggering, my healing, my thoughts, and feelings. The world really, really sucks! I am so tired of this sick, sick world. So everyone knows the recent news about the three women that recently escaped their monster of an abuser in Ohio, what they went through I could never imagine and I feel so much for them. Wondering what shock they must be in, how they just want to be left alone, and yet the media will not leave them alone,...	ChristineMarie	554 Entries 215 Comments / 22,602 Views	The world really, really sucks! Last Entry: 11 May 2013 - 01:17 PM
Forever Forward Victim Impact Well I finaly managed to finninsh it. It took months and months, and ended up being three full pages. I re-wrote it 4 times but it is done and submitted. Not only did I submmit it but the crown loved it. the CA on my case said it was extremly elequent and one of the most effective VIS she has ever seen! which is great but... it means the...	LBinON	35 Entries 18 Comments / 2,040 Views	Victim Impact Last Entry: 10 May 2013 - 12:26 PM
MissHannah's Blog Just a short update The last time I wrote something here was after my birthday, what has happened since then.. Well my group is still going good, parts are tough but it's so worth it. Unfortunately my mum is still is hospital, it looks as though it might be a few months before she can go home. Part of me thinks it's the best place for her to be but...	MissHannah	54 Entries 105 Comments / 4,867 Views	Just a short update Last Entry: 10 May 2013 - 12:37 AM

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When is it my turn to be happy?

Just another day

she is out and i dont wanna see her

So I did it

How can I call him what he is when he's so normal?

Something So Small...

venting

Been a few sunsets since I posted...not doing so well (could T)

Velvateen Charlotte

Starting Small

Bad dreams

This is new...self-medication, helpful or hurtful?

"No matter how dark the moment......"

IT WON'T WASH ..I'M SO FUCKING DIRTY NOW.*Triggering

Almost Doesn't Count

This is my boy, you said

The world really, really sucks!

Victim Impact

Just a short update

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