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ami's Blog "Walkaway Joe" It's difficult finding the words for my story. The voices of others stick in my head, so I thought I would use their words to help me tell my story. Perhaps they tell your story as well. My thoughts are in italics to distinguish from what others have composed. Walkaway Joe Written by Vince Melamed and Greg Barnhill Recorded by...	ami0516	1 Entries 0 Comments / 35 Views	"Walkaway Joe" Last Entry: 11 April 2013 - 09:03 PM
Dancing in the Dark searching for light Stolen (My Story) - graphic I’ve always remembered. I just didn’t begin to understand until fifth grade. Nobody on the planet knows this besides him and me. I can’t believe I’m writing it here. God. Okay. I just have to get this out. I feel like I’m going to wet my bed right now. I really do. I often do. I wasn’t even two when it happened, so I don’t know how I remember. I...	perhaps	1 Entries 3 Comments / 38 Views	Stolen (My Story) - graphic Last activity: 14 April 2013 - 06:53 AM
the_canopy_green's Blog Note to Self Red Snow im so angry today. like really really angry. i yelled at the food delivery guy because i felt angry that the food company was being shady with its billing practices...the price on the receipt was different from the price online when i ordered the food. i got angry because i hate feeling taken advantage of. ive felt like that almost my whole life...	the_canopy_green	1 Entries 0 Comments / 24 Views	Red Snow Last Entry: 13 April 2013 - 08:27 PM
Scars2009's Blog I still hear and smell him everyday HELP PLEASE I need some help guys I really do!!!! The man that raped me 4years ago came after me last year with a knife to kill me cuz i went to the cops for what he did to (the case on when he attacked me again is still opened and they are just dragging their feet on this one) but anyways I went and got a restraining order against him because...	Scars2009	13 Entries 11 Comments / 1,164 Views	HELP PLEASE Last activity: 14 April 2013 - 05:01 PM
Wonderland ♥ Too Much To Take In I feel like there's too much going on in right now for me to properly absorb and deal with. The Boston shooting really shook me up, not only is it a tragedy that people lost their lives because some idiot decided to shoot off bombs, but it also brings to light what people in places like the Middle East have to deal with on the daily. I just...	eliseinwonderland	6 Entries 6 Comments / 341 Views	Too Much To Take In Last activity: 17 April 2013 - 12:13 AM
Nevetuli's Blog Puppy Video http://www.youtube.c...A?feature=watch Just click on My Movie!	Nevetuli	24 Entries 62 Comments / 870 Views	Puppy Video Last activity: 21 April 2013 - 09:34 PM
Jennifer2782's Blog My completely random thoughts and feelings R**E is NOT a lighthearted joke! (possible trigger) (I want to warn you that this entry may possibly trigger, please take care reading) I am not always the most 'politically correct' person. I like to joke and carry on, and I am loud... Even though I may not always be 'proper' and I do make mis-steps, I always try to be considerate and mindful of others. I try to remind myself that...	Jennifer2782	16 Entries 25 Comments / 1,201 Views	R**E is NOT a lighthearted joke! (possible ... Last activity: 18 April 2013 - 09:34 PM
Words from the Soul Poetry, Prose, and the Likes... Cus I Drank Too Much I still have a split in my lip the proof of my addiction as it burrows itself deeper into my face and I cry begging it'll leave me like a ghost I never knew beg it to let my spirit go leave me so I can heal but all I want to do is let it eat me away till death under it's pressure (or love, as they say) ((none of them ever loved me I was...	soulconstance	17 Entries 4 Comments / 925 Views	Cus I Drank Too Much Last activity: 19 April 2013 - 09:27 PM
Juditha's Blog Being a survivor only yes is yes No is no. Maybe is not yes. If you force or manipulate someone, it isn't yes. It isn't consent. If he or she is underaged, it is no. If you have a weapon it is no. If you are her or his partner it isn't automatically yes. It can be no. Everyone has the right to say no at any point. We can change our mind. We do not owe you anything....	Juditha	7 Entries 11 Comments / 216 Views	only yes is yes Last activity: 20 April 2013 - 08:14 AM
free2speak's Blog processing anger through kneading bread and other great ways to "get all the yucky feelings out of your system" Star-lit healing, day-lit hope I have just emerged, recently, from a black-cast color: the dark color of dissociation and the broken memories that never seem to reflect a whole. I had been in therapy when it happened. Triggered by other members and their own recollections, I felt as sick and detached as I had when I was 7, getting attacked, it seemed, in real-time. I felt...	free2speak	4 Entries 2 Comments / 241 Views	Star-lit healing, day-lit hope Last Entry: 18 April 2013 - 04:45 PM
iamjustsomeone's Blog Just Someone Why did you stay? In the first month of us dating you told me I was chubby. You soon moved onto comparing me to my friends, telling me I came up short. Eventually I'd share was I thought were faults and you added to them, giving me new food for thought I had never dreamed of. I had lumpy knees, a double chin and disappointing bra size. On top of my body's...	iamjustsomeone	2 Entries 1 Comments / 79 Views	Why did you stay? Last activity: 20 April 2013 - 12:24 AM
mom this is a letter to my mom she will never read friends come and go sometimes it is hard to let go sometimes i remember your face and you smile i remember the way we used to run and play the days we were so innocent i remember the way you and i used to talk the day i asked you to marry me.... we were what 8? i remember the way you and him used to wrestle on my front lawn to show off.. i remember the way you...	amy12	2 Entries 2 Comments / 87 Views	friends come and go Last activity: 20 April 2013 - 12:09 PM
the two thousand year stare struggling; remembered some things; flashbacks I have been trying to be well, but something opened the "shoeboxes" in the closet of my mind. /> I keep experiencing the smell and taste of blood. I don't know where it is coming from. Maybe it is all in my head. I am hurting in the places I was hurt long ago. The slightest thing, the littlest reminder brings...	indigo_rainbow	18 Entries 10 Comments / 2,426 Views	struggling; remembered some things; flashbacks Last Entry: 20 April 2013 - 12:20 PM
DTC40's Blog Life as a survivor Hate Hate Hate menopause No sleep and pain in areas of my body that causes flashbacks and memories. It seems when the good things finally get into my life and I am starting over in a new place and happy, the full force of menopause hits me. I have been going through this mildly for about a year and in the past three weeks it is like my body has decided to hate me. No...	DTC40	35 Entries 34 Comments / 1,258 Views	Hate Hate Hate menopause Last activity: 05 May 2013 - 02:21 AM
StillDay's Blog Stream Of Consciousness You are my hero I am 24, which feels very old. One of the reasons, though, is that I remember knowing 2X-year-olds and thinking they knew/understood/experienced so much. I am just coming to terms with many of the "bad things" that happened in my life. I have also, for many years, been aware of the fact that I was suicidal for a very long time. If not...	StillDay	1 Entries 2 Comments / 36 Views	You are my hero Last activity: 23 April 2013 - 12:34 PM
Kyrie's Blog Hidden Truths I found this just recently in the newsletter from March 2009 on Pandys. The core message holds a truth that all survivors need to hear. "Take a carrot for an example. When you grate it, it's still a carrot. You can cook it, grate it, chop it, boil it, mash it. You can do what you want to it, but it never STOPS being a carrot and...	Kyrie	9 Entries 9 Comments / 360 Views	Hidden Truths Last activity: 26 April 2013 - 08:01 AM
Falula's Random Stuff Making Amends To The Person Who Molested Me Background… I have a friend I'll call Bob, who is very confrontational and I found myself getting angry with him quite often in our conversations. I told him about my feelings of anger and he said it was because he didn't pat me on the back and say "poor Janice" like everyone else does. This made me still more angry. ...	Falula	21 Entries 10 Comments / 1,264 Views	Making Amends To The Person Who Molested Me Last Entry: 25 April 2013 - 09:11 PM
ChasingTailLights' Blog Sometimes the better you are the worse you feel Nightmares I used to live somewhere where the abuse was constant. Every time my mom was gone...he'd show up. Each time was like the first and it cut deeper than the time before, building up a scar while breaking me down. I knew it was wrong, I knew I should have told but I couldn't. Every time my mind wondered I'd just shut down and I'd find...	ChasingTailLights	1 Entries 0 Comments / 38 Views	Nightmares Last Entry: 26 April 2013 - 10:46 AM
dancinginpain2's Blog Finding wings to fly A few Inspiring quotes *“How far have you walked for men who’ve never held your feet in their laps?”-Warsan Shire* (WOW story of my life!!!!!!) Every passing second is another chance to turn it all around We are eternal, fate is an illusion Let go of fear Grant me the serenity to know what i...	dancinginpain2	2 Entries 1 Comments / 37 Views	A few Inspiring quotes Last activity: 27 April 2013 - 01:28 AM
AlanaM's Blog Bad things come at night It's amazing how as soon as my daughter goes down, I begin to think about horrible things. I become fixated on SA and spend hours writing poetry or stories having to do with it. I spend all day staying extra busy, but when night comes I immediately begin to think and mull over it for hours. Night is a terrible time for me anyway. As...	AlanaM	1 Entries 2 Comments / 31 Views	Bad things come at night Last activity: 27 April 2013 - 07:29 PM

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"Walkaway Joe"

Stolen (My Story) - graphic

Red Snow

HELP PLEASE

Too Much To Take In

Puppy Video

R**E is NOT a lighthearted joke! (possible trigger)

Cus I Drank Too Much

only yes is yes

Star-lit healing, day-lit hope

Why did you stay?

friends come and go

struggling; remembered some things; flashbacks

Hate Hate Hate menopause

You are my hero

Hidden Truths

Making Amends To The Person Who Molested Me

Nightmares

A few Inspiring quotes

Bad things come at night

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