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This Earth Will Hold You Believing I belong Self care day Today I just need to rest. It is a blessing to be able to and it is what my body is screaming for. This pain used to be the norm but now it isn't and days like today I get to lay low, follow whatever can bring me pleasure or joy and take it easy. The hardest part is feeling ok about doing things that also hurt me in some ways. For instance,...	turnip	17 Entries 7 Comments / 507 Views	Self care day Last activity: 27 March 2013 - 12:31 PM
canadiangirl92's Blog Black mark (sensitive matter) I had been doing well, until this past friday (March 22/13)... I had gone out for wings and beer to watch a hockey game and celebrate a friends birthday. All was going excellent until a "friend" (I no longer wish to speak, hear of, or see him again) showed up. It had been a year since I had seen him last and was happy to see him, I...	canadiangirl92	1 Entries 2 Comments / 27 Views	Black mark (sensitive matter) Last activity: 28 March 2013 - 07:43 AM
QuietSpirit's Blog Healing, Running and Others Thoughts and Feelings Obsessed With the Man Who Raped Me. I feel a bit crazy at times when I find myself not only watching Law and Order SVU just to cry with the victims stories told. But I look up the man who raped me.. We were neighbors.. lived in the same neighborhood for all of my teenage years and young adult life. I moved out of the city and to another state all together about a month after it...	QuietSpirit	1 Entries 5 Comments / 53 Views	Obsessed With the Man Who Raped Me. Last activity: 30 March 2013 - 08:14 PM
Faith, Hope, Love, Trust, & An Adorable Kitten Five things that fuel my journey towards healing and never giving up. I want life. I've spent a majority of my life in a sad, depressed, and self-loathing state of mind. Even when I smiled, the pain was always there. In fact, a lot of times I smiled just to hide the pain. It was my way of convincing everyone--convincing myself--that I was really okay. But I wasn't okay. And there came a point when I no longer had the...	solido_espiritu	1 Entries 0 Comments / 36 Views	I want life. Last Entry: 29 March 2013 - 12:11 PM
randomcase's Blog Beginning a day I need to talk to someone that is dealing with the same thing as me....I have a 4 month old daughter and found out her father is the rapist....I cant handle this, I am beyond angry and dont understand how he is the father!!!	randomcase	4 Entries 2 Comments / 107 Views	a day Last Entry: 31 March 2013 - 05:01 PM
here in my head My thoughts and views on what happened to me scared of food I have been doing this weird thing for awhile. I haven't been eating, or I have been eating weird things....celery.....vegetables, fruits, and loads of water. I have worried about my weight ever since I gave birth, but I hate being this big, and changing my eating habits...idk if it is working, but I havent been feeling good. Like I drink...	amandaunderthepink	48 Entries 53 Comments / 3,217 Views	scared of food Last activity: 02 April 2013 - 03:43 PM
My Journey My lowest If there's any day that's lower than today then am done for...I have nowhere to run, no one to turn to, felt like the walls were closing in on me, can't think straight, can't function, am just numb. I want to scream so bad but tears just come out. How can a person feel so mortified, so depressed and after such a good day. Am...	journey29	10 Entries 10 Comments / 335 Views	My lowest Last activity: 02 April 2013 - 06:06 PM
venus1173's Blog My thoughts... What's Going On Inside My Head.. I need space, I need more time to get through what im going through, I need to get my emotions back in check, cause right now I'm all over the place, after this weekend I learned that I'm am not ok, and that's fine, I think I have for awhile underestimating how my SA has been affecting me, and it actually still hurts me, I think about...	venus1173	1 Entries 0 Comments / 34 Views	What's Going On Inside My Head.. Last Entry: 01 April 2013 - 07:10 PM
one.day.'s Blog Draft I'm not very good at writing but I'm thinking if I can concentrate on writing a draft story, it'll give me something to focus on - a distraction. /> Surely this will have to end? The rain pounds, mercilessly on the concrete paving. All of nature's energy appeared to rinse the city of any colour. Miserable grey streaks...	one.day.	1 Entries 0 Comments / 27 Views	Draft Last Entry: 02 April 2013 - 06:16 AM
GettingBetter's Blog A little better all the time ERROR - NO ENTRY DATA	GettingBetter	0 Entries 0 Comments / 33 Views	Last Entry: --
Btappan's Blog Just another Sunday Reaching out to help someone else It's come to my knowledge that someone needs me, I need to take this person under my wing and help. I'm now a "Pandys mom"! It's a title that I'm very proud of! This person is young enough to be my child and if it was my own I'd do the same. I have this heaviness in my heart for this person and I just felt the...	Btappan	5 Entries 4 Comments / 280 Views	Reaching out to help someone else Last activity: 02 April 2013 - 11:53 AM
Learning to Live Again moving forward Pregnant Again? I am freaking out. Though I dont know if it is true or not yet, i still can not bare to even think about it. I lost my last child to a liar who used me, i cant lose another one. I have an IUD in place but there is still a possibility. Though slim i seem to have the right luck when it comes to these types of things. I am not sure what i would do or...	lost.dancer	12 Entries 7 Comments / 1,068 Views	Pregnant Again? Last Entry: 04 April 2013 - 01:15 AM
JDB's Blog - My Story My Story in Fiction My Inability to Say "No" Adverb - “A negative used to express dissent, denial, or refusal, as in response to a question or request.” Dictionary.com No – such a little word with so much power, however, the abused seem to have no power to utter it when needed. My next confession is that I have an inability to say no. I have been keenly aware that uttering this...	JDB	7 Entries 6 Comments / 779 Views	My Inability to Say "No" Last Entry: 05 April 2013 - 06:54 AM
amc's Blog why now Ok I just need to get this out I'm broken tonight my always suportive husband decided to ask for a divorce I don't understand why and specialy why now I have just gone for my first sesion with a T	amc	2 Entries 1 Comments / 58 Views	why now Last activity: 06 April 2013 - 01:14 PM
Butterfly13's Blog putting together the puzzle becoming whole again I am trying to start a blog today - about thoughts that are coming up. It shall be a way for me to get together the puzzle - the puzzle where I think that so many things are lost. As long as those things are lost I feel like I am not a whole - so this is a way for my to get my story togehter - putting it as a whole to become "whole"...	Butterfly13	1 Entries 0 Comments / 22 Views	becoming whole again Last Entry: 07 April 2013 - 03:21 AM
Caught~the~rye's Blog The un-kept road to forgiveness ANAGRAM OF A MONSTER only nothing lasts forever you may think that that wordings. clever. takes nothing of its fact away , even though its memories die . day by day. how many times have you found youself? confided this new purpose to the old you, increased its wealth. ok im probably always going to be in shock , at the fact god deemed it right to give you a cock...	Caught~the~rye	13 Entries 18 Comments / 402 Views	ANAGRAM OF A MONSTER Last activity: 07 April 2013 - 01:57 PM
helisabet's Blog i dont when where to start a year passsed i look that the scares on my arms.. bearly visiable now but oddly i still see each one of them.. they where moments in time i felt helpless andlifeless..like the air ran out of my lungs tears flowwing down my face.. i couldnt yell for help nor for him to stop.. i was by hisside for two years now almost 18 see that today marks the first year i...	helisabet	3 Entries 1 Comments / 49 Views	a year passsed Last activity: 08 April 2013 - 02:03 PM
annieb727's Blog First Blog Post (yes, so creative I know) Blogging...well I love to write, and I'm pretty good at rambling...so we shall see where this blogging thing takes me. I've been travelling a rough road lately, as I am sure so many here can relate to. In July of 2012 I left an abusive relationship...a marriage of almost 12 years. In the process I had to leave my two boys with their...	annieb727	1 Entries 1 Comments / 38 Views	First Blog Post (yes, so creative I know) Last activity: 08 April 2013 - 11:27 PM
My blog Never been said before Testing out my blog! I'm not sure where to write down my feelings and what is going on with me or whom I should share it with... have a T she is really nice but there are tonnes of things I don't talk to her about, so maybe I'll start here... At the moment I feel nothing, it's really weird, I would of thought that after all the pain I've felt for...	lmvjohnson	1 Entries 0 Comments / 53 Views	Testing out my blog! Last Entry: 09 April 2013 - 11:51 AM
Newstart87's Blog New here. Intimacy I have been having a lot of flashbacks and many nightmares that are purely sexual, but I know I need to be intimate with my partner. She never pressures me or anything and she is always there to listen, but I know the hints even if they are small. I told her I was having a hard day yesterday so there was no pressure put on me. I have started to...	Newstart87	7 Entries 2 Comments / 376 Views	Intimacy Last Entry: 10 April 2013 - 04:00 PM

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