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love_me's Blog Journals The Days The days go by the days drag on my life moves faster the world can't stand still the day keep going the hearts keep beating the love is depleting the hearts shake and break the wounds are still open the days go by the wounds fester yet the days move by, slower now than ever the wounds start to heal the days feel longer than ever the...	love_me	5 Entries 3 Comments / 522 Views	The Days Last Entry: 22 January 2013 - 01:18 PM
BethAnnie's Blog The Sound of My Beating Heart... I just keep on messing things up. I wonder sometimes if I will ever get to a point in my life where I will be the "normal" that other people are. Like will I ever have sex and not somehow get what I call "that baby feeling." Even as a young child I knew something was different about me but I don't remember anything ever happening. I think that if I could...	BethAnnie	2 Entries 0 Comments / 191 Views	I just keep on messing things up. Last Entry: 23 January 2013 - 10:39 PM
And Wild To Hold So so so tired (TW - mention of suicide) I'm not sure what to do. I'm really not. Because there's a friend I love but she appears to have decided I've lied about lots of things. Not the abuse, actually, not the mental health problems but about being biracial. Which I'm not. I'm not. And I hate that she thinks that. I hate that she thinks I'm deliberately...	Lilaea	2 Entries 6 Comments / 308 Views	So so so tired (TW - mention of suicide) Last activity: 24 January 2013 - 06:02 AM
A Flowering Rose Finding My Way Out of The Concrete As a Side Note In General So with everything I used to post about my grandmother, and all the feelings I used to have? It wasn't all in my head. My grandmother has some issues that my mother had to deal with growing up too, and well I got some relief knowing it wasn't just me. Some of her behavior in August and October were so appalling too (my grandmother) that I...	FloweringRose	194 Entries 159 Comments / 5,303 Views	As a Side Note In General Last Entry: 24 January 2013 - 03:22 AM
Abigail's blog Anything. Why? I hate the word why, because I'll never get an answer. Why me? Why did he do it? Why does it hurt me everyday. Why can't I ignore it? I just want help :'( I just want it to get better. I'm 18 and I don't wanna be like this forever, always crying, flinching when I hear the word... I hope it will get better /> will it :'(	Dollygirl	16 Entries 39 Comments / 1,118 Views	Why? Last activity: 24 January 2013 - 11:21 PM
afblue1991's Blog Where am I going? Where am I going? I am retiring from the AF (officially already have, but the formal ceremony is in 4 days). I hope to post pictures somewhere for you all to see. Therapy has been very hard but very healing, like cleaning out an old wound and doing it with the right medicine this time. Its painful and tedious but its working. Where am i...	afblue1991	2 Entries 5 Comments / 332 Views	Where am I going? Last Entry: 29 January 2013 - 07:28 AM
boundandbroken's Blog my writing False FALSE Real world spins Time stops Real hearts love Hate tops. Real sun rises Clouds away Real legs walk Spirits stay. Real money spent No just cost Real sin damns Salvation lost. Real summer heat Cool breeze Real works help Try to please. Real thoughts think I don't know Real tides high Strangely low. Real balloons float Solumnly...	boundandbroken	6 Entries 0 Comments / 200 Views	False Last Entry: 30 January 2013 - 10:51 AM
Kat12345's Blog Anyone published any of their writtings? Well I am 17 years old and am writing a story about my life. I want to get it done by the time I turn 18 and then get it published. So far its about 30 pages but it will be much longer when I am finished. If anyone has any publishing experience please give me your advice and thoughts. Whether its ways I can make my writing better or any tips that...	Kat12345	3 Entries 3 Comments / 466 Views	Anyone published any of their writtings? Last activity: 02 February 2013 - 10:59 AM
Ramblings of Me and my Day wide awake... again !... I shudnt have asked him :/ so im sitting in the arm chair in our bedroom jealously watching james sleep, well im watching greys anatomy aswell. once again there is nothing up just not tired but at the same rime all i want is to be asleep in his arms having my mental dreams as always. when i say mental i mean it in a good way 99% of the time my dreams are awesomely weird...	Joy21	5 Entries 2 Comments / 230 Views	wide awake... again !... I shudnt have aske... Last Entry: 01 February 2013 - 08:36 PM
Justagirlnothingmore's Blog Never Going to End I like that I actually thought that I might use this tool to write about how I feel about what is going on in my life. There has been a mixture of things going on in my life that have left me feeling so weird and broken down. I wonder if this is the trend- this feeling good for a while until something bad happens and then I feel horrible again....	Justagirlnothingmore	2 Entries 1 Comments / 169 Views	Never Going to End Last Entry: 02 February 2013 - 05:05 AM
tbkkfile's Blog Healing Been away for a while Been away for a while as I'd reached a stage where I found confronting my past impossible to deal with, my mind was in a very bad place, everything was black, and it was effecting every waking moment and some more. Not sure if its much better but I have to do something, can't spend forever like this.	tbkkfile	3 Entries 0 Comments / 273 Views	Been away for a while Last Entry: 03 February 2013 - 02:26 AM
Ari's Blog Gave in... So here I sit, dressed for work. But I'm not going to work. I caved.... today would have been my first day back sitting beside the evil one in about 2 months.....and I couldn't face it. I'm a coward. She is being moved, that I have confirmed...and probably in the next week. I should be able to handle a few days. But here i...	Ari	3 Entries 1 Comments / 214 Views	Gave in... Last Entry: 04 February 2013 - 06:02 AM
thereshopetolife's Blog It is a good day! Yesterday I nearly broke down before work and I had to call out of work, because I was having a terrible anxiety attack. My boyfriend got home right as I was calling out and he was doing the best he could to calm me down, so eventually I felt better. Then, we went for a little road trip up the mountain, 2 hour drive, and met his grandma and...	thereshopetolife	1 Entries 0 Comments / 113 Views	It is a good day! Last Entry: 04 February 2013 - 06:48 PM
Mel's Blog I need an escape. I have been doing okay and now I am just stuck. I am trying to be strong and happy for everyone else around me, but it's getting to much and instead of doing the healthy thing and asking for space, I am retreating into my ED and pushing everyone away by hiding away from the world. I am anxious ALL the time and I cannot handle it anymore, my...	Dark_and_Dead	8 Entries 8 Comments / 673 Views	I need an escape. Last activity: 08 February 2013 - 05:50 AM
danusia007's Blog Trigger Warnings Read with care From: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist so i have started having nightmares again after a rather offensive conversation Source: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist	danusia007	846 Entries 349 Comments / 46,955 Views	From: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist Last activity: 28 February 2013 - 11:59 AM
pancake's Blog moving on moving on. I feel like ive finally got myself to a point where i feel ok with moving on. Ive cried out alot of pain over the last year. I didnt want to be independant for fear of not needing to be looked after. Ive never looked after myself and i was afrid that if i was independant i would realise i didnt want to be with my boyfiend. I dont know what will...	pancake	1 Entries 2 Comments / 122 Views	moving on. Last activity: 10 February 2013 - 02:51 PM
In my Head... Random thoughts and things that go through my mind... Sin was not his name...but it fit him...my story, may trigger... Every since I could remember I had been abused. I was abused as a baby and to this day I have been abused. I suffered abuse at the hands of my mothers, my ex stepmother, some boyfriends, an ex husband ( shockingly still do ), honestly my...	broken78	3 Entries 0 Comments / 199 Views	Sin was not his name...but it fit him...my stor... Last Entry: 08 February 2013 - 09:03 AM
Maritimelady's Blog my life just one of those days I woke up in an absolute cold sweat, with my heart beating wickedly in my chest. I know I dreamt about HIM, but can't remember a damn thing, which is good I guess. I have bread on rising now, with my patio blinds opened wide so I can watch the snowstorm outside. Mornings like this make me wish I could of been the strong person I am now,...	Maritimelady	3 Entries 1 Comments / 229 Views	just one of those days Last Entry: 09 February 2013 - 04:27 AM
Poet912's Blog Return to wholeness On the long road to wellness On a warm, sunny October early evening in 1964, at 12, I went looking for my sister, who was late again for dinner. I found her friends instead, who forced me into a car, took me to a dump and took their turns raping me. It was 48 years ago. I thought I'd achieved all the understanding and had exercised forgiveness toward the perpetrators...	Poet912	1 Entries 0 Comments / 118 Views	On the long road to wellness Last Entry: 09 February 2013 - 10:48 AM
tamz's Blog my journey of recovery 4 years ago today, may God bless your soul If you’d told me a year ago that I’d take comfort from sitting for an hour in a darkened, empty Chaplaincy, thinking, praying and of course, reading the bible, I’d have probably given you a strange look, told you that you clearly know nothing about me and walked off. Yet, that’s exactly what I did this evening. It’s strange isn’t it, how things...	tamz	22 Entries 26 Comments / 1,403 Views	4 years ago today, may God bless your soul Last Entry: 11 February 2013 - 03:36 PM

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The Days

I just keep on messing things up.

So so so tired (TW - mention of suicide)

As a Side Note In General

Why?

Where am I going?

False

Anyone published any of their writtings?

wide awake... again !... I shudnt have asked him :/

Never Going to End

Been away for a while

Gave in...

It is a good day!

I need an escape.

From: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist

moving on.

Sin was not his name...but it fit him...my story, may trigger...

just one of those days

On the long road to wellness

4 years ago today, may God bless your soul

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